Thot I was chosen

I’m thinking about myself and all I see is your face in my mind

I’ve been thinking lately going crazy without you by my side

I’ll be stuck out here in the darkness with complications to which i must confide.

I can still feel the warmth of your lips upon my skin

Just I remember how you taste every kiss was like a win. Every movement was a sin.

I’m like coach hey put me in. Took my shot and cut it thin. look at us now where do I begin?

Where do I sit? Where do I stand? God? I thought I was chosen. No I’m like stuck… frozen. Which way is up? which way is down? doesn’t matter when you’re broken. Shift in the frequency mind wide open.

Not a thing come between us, not a bullet or a fist

Back when we did not know what to do, but what we shot we did not miss.

Imaginations natures bliss. Pressure points applied to this. stupid bitches lied and shit. You wonder why I don’t commit. my memory makes days omit.

But I hope you know I’m too legit quick to reposition shit slipped the trigger pumped the pip stuck, trying to make a hard choice, I wanna scream, but I lost my voice

Where do I sit? Where do I stand? God? I thought I was chosen. No I’m like stuck… frozen. Which way is up? which way is down? doesn’t matter when you’re broken. Shift in the frequency mind wide open.

Were these moments imagination was it made up in my head? Most likely bitch I’m dead.

Now I am alone and cold I guess I made my bed .

so now I wanna loose myself n go paint the town red . address the army that I lead cause when im hungry i get fed well o think you know the rest

See you Said you had enough you’re finished so you’re gone

You made the picture perfect clear that I need to move along

When it comes to other women maybe you should know your spot

You’re the one that gets my energy still you do not see the plot

You think that I like sneaky links and fucking dirty hoes. fact is theyre cool but not the way my spirit flows. girl its you that feel on the real reposition to the sidelines and then see what’s the deal

Every day you say, I lie come on baby keep it real

I hope inside your brain you know that daddy loves you most.I hope inside your heart and soul you want me to hold you close. See me I’d rather overdose or go into a comatose. I sit in wonder if you’re ok . or how you’re doing every day .either way. I just can’t run. I do not want our time here done.. I lick my lips to taste the kiss you left last time we shared our souls. Not sure what tomorrow brings or really what’s my role. sometimes I wish I was dead to ease your head and heart. I figured if I left here now I’d be back to the start. instead ive lost my fuckin world watched it fall apart. Hard to pace myself when there’s fuel but not a spark. it’s like knowing your demise when you’re captured in the dark.

Where do I sit? Where do I stand? God? I thought I was chosen. No I’m like stuck… frozen. Which way is up? which way is down? doesn’t matter when you’re broken. Shift in the frequency mind wide open.