Well, my pass is finally catching up to me . Many decisions is really getting hard to see. Head foggy. Now I’m feeling drowsy. But I still got a heart that beats and a soul that cries for peace. I’m stuck with this darkness slowly devouring me. So I smoke and take these pills to fill that piece. Put my mind at ease. Cuz I know death follows me.
He is frustrated because I got a heart that still beats and a soul that can’t be shaken by no demon beast. If I have to also soon have to release.
This mind that’s filled with too many possibilities. I’ve been listening to the frequencies. But people’s still looking at me like I’m crazy. But people dying from diseases on a daily. So I’m gonna live my life like I’m relaxing on daisy.
And then probably have my girl play me. Maybe. probably gonna have a baby.
But I know I haven’t been there lately. I just been stuck in my mind fighting these demons on a daily. I think they truly start to break me. Feel my
Soul reshaping and the hole is truly gaping. My dark side is slowly showing. Transformation is growing. My mind is scattered. The darkness is more potent than me. I just keep on teleporting.
And still want to be somebody important but too many times I was stuck in the Lords den. Too scared to walk the path I had in my hand. the one I manifested since I was a kid.
Being able to help the people that truly understand their sins. Changes endless, and sometimes it’s gonna be grim. So listen when I tell you this just look within. Your true self never cared about sin.
It was just looking for solutions. But shit I really feel like I’m gonna lose it. I think I just might take a Cruise then. And go on another bender with a couple friends.
JBDL
