Yeah, heart turn real cold. Can’t feel my emotions, no more. It was like I was just left out in the cold. Demon knocking on my door Life is dark yeah let my story unfold. telling everybody. Yeah I just don’t wanna go. I just wanna chill with my body and soul. Because together we have true control. Let me tell you yeah my heart really turning cold. I got my family. But they in the back of my mind.
No more toying with my feelings this time yeah really time for me to shine. Who cares if I be smoking all the time. there’s green that helps my mind. Smoke too much forget my lines. Yeah I’m sorry I didn’t mean to die. Talking about dying inside so my emotions stay dried. Meaningless life.
When I looking up to the sky, remembering that dark Night sky. With the breeze making me feel hopeful inside And really shine is so bright. The stars bringing me back to life. holding tight manifesting shit whole life.
millions of thoughts traveling through my mind writing things down to not lose track of time cause I could be gone in a blink of an eye, so I roll mine To the back of my mind. There’s a little boy that was crying inside.
But at the end of the day, I’m smiling just fine. Yeah I really been dying all my life.
Try to understand what’s wrong and right. shadow crimes everywhere leaving me blind. And just scarring my mind.
But, also giving me knowledge at the same time. Hard to keep check what’s wrong and what’s right. And then I remember what’s up? Is also inside. I’m talking about past the sky, the galaxy that seems to meet the eye.
It’s almost like a comforting feeling inside. And slowly understanding the power that resides. People need to start putting the physical stuff aside. Start opening their mind.
And I will start leaving a legacy behind. My family and the people that needs help thinking right. My dark mind hurt me all my life. Hurting my family, but mostly me inside.
That’s why I’m on this path to make millions, but I know it takes time. I’m just waiting for the true mindset to align. Awakening is a hard grind. Testing me through my life. Now living with a numbness that fogs my mind.
Looks like I need family time. Before I start this journey that’s gonna change my life. And hopefully I come back to smiling faces live. But just know the isolation and grind. Will change you overtime.
But still hold on to what’s inside. Hold onto your truth itself and hold on tight. Is the part where we have to fight.
So leave me as a grin and walk into the night. I forgot I was playing both sides. Need to connect body and mind. And Gain access to what’s fully mine.
A power that’s so divine. A new era and world will arise. And money that shit doesn’t even come as a surprise. Money coming in like a refilled prescription, shit must be nice. So No more money worries in my life. Left with peace of mind.
JBDL
