Fighting thoughts

Damn, it’s been about a couple years just down in my head just shedding my tears open. i hope i can see my family and face my fears over. They don’t really look of me. Even though we’re part of the same family tree

and I wipe my tears but every time I look at my fears, the fear is my family will never accept me for the way that I think.

I’ll be thinking crazy I’ll be ready to bleed, but that’s just a demons in my seems, looking at me hope they don’t drag me to the bottom of the sea. That shit is like a void to me. My life is like I’m I’m on a blackout street. I’m just trying to run away from these demons. That’s really clawing at me.

Waiting for me to bleed but I got this hope and light that’s really just sitting dormant inside of me. One day is really just gonna shine so bright. It’s gonna take these demons out and put them back in the streets or even in the shadows that’s where they’re supposed to be, but too many times it’s really just intriguing to walking in the shadows and then just hear them breathin right next to me. I know I just have them following. me. It looks like forever it seems.

I don’t know why everything is looking so green is that my life flashing before my eyes does that mean I really might die

What is everything feel like a hot knife coming through my heart like a pipeline please give me a chance one more time. I’m not ready to move onto the light so let me just fight these demons in my mind.

So please give me answers that I can find that help me walk my straight line.