Me to Me

Look you may not know my name but look am not doing this shit for the money or the fame.

I just want everybody know that I’m probably gonna lose my mind everybody. So please step aside just trying to really stay alive. I really thought needed my family by my side, but it’s maybe time to to throw that aside so I’m gonna keep this mind occupied but Some of my family is trying to do what’s right

But this mental shit is really want to fight. I don’t know why but being born with this, you making me look like a misfit I thought I could handle it still living in blissfulness

And in my life you really get no rest. Looking like you’re studying for a fucking science test. But my ADHD coming walking on a thread clouds created in my head, just start procrastinating and going the bed. Just to wake up and I’m like a hollow shed. Looking down my hands are all red. Not no red 40 that shits a threat. Looks like the blood is coming from my head.

The depression and mental health standing by my bed.

Remind me of my mother just laying in that hospital bed. Staying Strong for the kids you had. Controlling my mind is gonna be hard but I know this bar is high. Yeah they just want a piece of the pie. So I better come take my slice. And open up my third eye.

And I know this world people just don’t see eye to eye that’s why most of the time people just like to slip on by. And trust me people are always having conversations on the side, but don’t worry not all people have the same mind.

I had a old man. He was so old and kind. He took care of me when I was younger right my babysitter he was the funniest guy. He told me how to fish and give me a little Hope inside.

But I hope what he gave was enough for me to

Follow my dreams.

so whatever you are. I’ll be praying for peace.

I got a lot of stories that are like a dream and I know the only one that’s looking after me is me so I’m not even gonna look back on my family. They can watch as I grow like a tree cause they didn’t see the light that was in me, and now I’m forming out the teeth

Ready to sell any thing to succeed. Because of my life, I get no peace. I wrote on these walls and now they’re looking back at me. With smiling faces, like we’re stuck like some braces.

Still Wishing it was a dream.

But you see this person, smiling back at me has dark eyes darker than the sea. Wait a minute he looks a bit like me. Him tell me soon I’ll be free.