let me talk about my anxiety. I’ve been living with. It really makes me wanna bleed too many times I see a demons in my dreams so I open my eyes and then I just look at my seams. that i thought was bleeding because it’s too many times I just hope to bleed just wash my hope in the sea because everybody they just looking at me like I’m greedy But what am I supposed to be? I’m trying to do everything that the team wants from me, but I guess I’m supposed to listen to myself.
That’s what it’s supposed to be but I’m trying to please everybody around me you see, but they don’t really know me. I’ve been stuck in my head only so every time I talk to them I still feel so lonely so this time I just let the demons just hold me.
But i know I’m supposed to be holy, but these demons are the only ones that don’t ghost me so I’m just gonna live with this anxiety and manifest my hopes and dreams cause I really just don’t wanna really bleed because I wanna show my family. I could really succeed.
it’s easier said than done, I feel like all I do is run. So I guess just give me a gun so I can really get this shit done or I’m just kidding. Let me just breathe and Trying to tell everybody just get off you leash and live with your life with faith please
And trust me you’re gonna start to feel free, that’s on me.
I need you to remember that I really need to breathe. That’s what they told me in therapy to help me with my anxiety, but sometimes that shit don’t really work for me. I’m still in my head having this anxiety. It’s sad that my family don’t really look for me. The only one I have is my Bro Richie and even sometimes he doesn’t even believe in my dreams. I guess I really just makes me look crazy but I’m trying to tell him these dreams is on a daily so fuck. I guess I’m stuck with anxiety.
so let me tell you I’m starting to feel I’m starting to feel like nothing is real because everything feels like it’s not the real deal. We just in the matrix and people are on their apeshit.
Let me open up the door and pop that shit and now he’s 6 feet under fuck that bitch.
And my broke right there better not snitch cause he demand on my head told me to get that grip and finish that man real quick. Yeah I’m done with this anxiety shit.
smoke my blunt starting to feel free like I’m chilling in the sea. I’m just in the void you see cause dark and hollow yeah that me.
JBDL
