Auto/repeat

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“Auto / Repeat”

Verse 1

Every day I wake, stuck on auto, on repeat

Heart so cold now, I don’t feel a thing in me

Used to love you, used to give you everything

Now there’s more hate than what love ever used to bring

You say you love me, but I silence how I feel

Like my voice don’t matter, like my pain ain’t real

Tried to fix us, blamed myself for all the mess

Turned into someone I don’t even recognize, I guess

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Pre-Chorus

I was blind, yeah I couldn’t see

All the damage you did to me

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Chorus

You took the joy, you took the life

Took the love I had inside

Broke me down ‘til nothing’s left

Now I’m choosing me instead

Seven years just fading out

Now I finally found my doubt

I don’t want love, I don’t want you

I just want myself back too

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Verse 2

You used me just to heal your past

Chasing her while I tried to last

Laughing, texting while you looked at me

Like I was just your enemy

First night there, I should’ve known

You chose her while I stood alone

Begging you just to come back home

But I was never what you’d hold

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Pre-Chorus

You kept leaving, over again

Turned my love into trauma and pain

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Chorus

You took the joy, you took the life

Took the love I had inside

Broke me down ‘til nothing’s left

Now I’m choosing me instead

Seven years just fading out

Now I finally found my doubt

I don’t want love, I don’t want you

I just want myself back too

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Bridge

Eight months pregnant, drove alone

Four hours crying, no place felt like home

You didn’t believe me, I had to prove

Carrying your child, still nothing to you

Easter came, you said you were sick

But you were out chasing something quick

That’s the day my heart went numb

That’s the day I came undone

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Breakdown (soft, almost spoken)

I don’t want nothing… I don’t want nobody

I just want me… I need to find me

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Final Chorus

You took the light out of my soul

Turned my heart so dark and cold

But I won’t stay here anymore

I’m walking out, I’m closing doors

I don’t love you, I feel free

Even if it’s hard to breathe

I don’t want nobody new

I just want a life without you

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Outro

We never had a future, deep inside

We were just living a lie…

On auto… on repeat

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