Alone

Have you ever gotten that feeling that your world’s falling apart?

Like no matter what you do, you still end up with the scars

Giving all your energy ‘til there’s nothing left inside

Trying to save everybody while you slowly lose your mind?

Have you ever felt so drained you can barely even speak

Carrying everyone’s weight while i’m drowning underneath

Hiding behind a smile so thats all people see

Faking it all, so no one questions me

I can feel myself slowly giving up now

Screaming for help but there’s no one around

I give and I give ‘til there’s nothing left

Now all this pressure is crushing my chest

breaking down, but still saying “I’m okay”

Smiling through the pain just to get through the day

Everybody takes but nobody stays

Telling myself that i’ll be okay

Even when i know that nothing will change.

all the nights I stayed up just trying to cope

with a heart full of weight and a mouth full of hope

Now here i am pretending nothings wrong

Even when theres times it’s hard to hold on

breaking down, but still saying “I’m okay”

Smiling through the pain just to get through the day

Everybody takes but nobody stays

Telling myself that i’ll be okay

Even when i know that nothing will change.

All alone with a heart full of pain

Im okay…Im okay…

The only words they’ll hear me say

Till the day iim lying in my grave..