Here’s your words shaped into a raw, savage-but-still-loving verse/chorus song—kept messy, emotional, and real like your story:
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“Still Choose You (Even After Everything)”
(Verse 1)
You left me over and over, yeah time and again
Breaking my heart while I begged for a man
Who didn’t even want me the way I wanted you
But back then… you were everything I knew
You had me blinded, couldn’t see through the lies
All the push and pull, all the alibis
Choosing her, choosing home, choosing anything else
While I sat there last place, loving you by myself
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(Pre-Chorus)
Always second… never first in your life
Still I stayed… still I fought to be your wife
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(Chorus)
Even after the texts, even calls behind me
Even walking out, leaving your family
Even when nothing ever added up
I still gave you all my love
Even fake profiles on Easter Day
Even when I almost walked away
To someone who would’ve treated me right
I still chose you… every night
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(Verse 2)
I carried your bags to the door like “please don’t go”
Hoping you’d turn, say you loved me, let me know
But I was fighting for something you let fall apart
While you kept putting knives through my heart
Yeah I messed up too, I ain’t innocent here
Gave attention to someone when you disappeared
But even then… even in all that mess
My love for you never loved you less
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(Pre-Chorus)
I can’t find that girl who was crazy for you
She got lost in the damage you put me through
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(Chorus)
Even after the women with your number saved
Even after the doubts I couldn’t escape
Even when nothing made sense at all
I still answered every time you’d call
Even when I knew I deserved better truth
Even when I almost walked away from you
Something in me just wouldn’t move
’Cause no matter what… I still choose you
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(Bridge — sharp but emotional)
Yeah you broke me down, yeah you made me hard
Turned a soft kind love into something scarred
But don’t get it twisted, don’t get it confused
I ain’t weak…
I just loved you that much…
…and I still do
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(Final Chorus)
After all the lies, after all the pain
After standing in storms I didn’t create
After everything you put me through
I’m still right here…
Still choosing you
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(Outro — quiet, powerful)
Not because I don’t know what you did
Not because I forgot how it is
But because even after all of it…
My heart still…
…chooses you.
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If you want, I can turn this into a melody style (sad piano, country, R&B) or even combine everything into one full finished song with hook repetition that hits harder.
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