Remember

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“I Remember” (Rap Version)(spoken/soft)
Yeah…
I remember everything…
Even when I wish I didn’t…
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You wasn’t mine at the time but somehow I stuck to you
Ain’t care about no roses, no gifts, no Valentine or your green
I just wanted one moment… just you and me on the scene
Time passed, came back, now we buildin’ a life
son callin’ yelling daddy,” now I’m feelin’ like a family
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Hook
I remember you and me, yeah the highs and the lows
All the love, all the pain, all the things nobody knows
We was buildin’, we was breakin’, we was tryin’ to believe
I gave you every piece of me… what you give back to me?
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You was fightin’ them demons, in and out locked away
Past caught up to the future, we was losin’ our way
Then that pain hit deep… miscarriage, no sound
Felt my whole world shatter when my heart hit the ground
Then a blessing came through, yeah my rainbow arrived
2013, baby boy, yeah he fightin’ for his life
Machines in the room, hospital nights never end
I’m prayin’ to God while I’m breakin’ again
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Hook
I remember you and me, yeah the love felt real
But the pressure and the stress made it hard just to heal
We was yellin’, we was fightin’, we was losin’ control
Tryna fix what was broke while it’s breakin’ my soul
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Addiction took your mind, I was losin’ my man
Walked in, saw you with my best friend I  couldn’t understand
Yeah it broke me that night, but I still chose to stay
Tried to bury all the hurt, tried to love it away
Then another baby comin’, I’m beggin’ don’t leave
Same year my daddy took his life … I’m just tryna breathe
All I needed was you, just to hold me that night
But you wasn’t by my side when I needed you the most
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(slow, emotional)
We both needed savin’…
But we both kept breakin’…
I gave you my heart…
You left me there achin’…
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Emergency, surgeries, c section fear
You ain’t even show up… left me dealin’ with it
You disappearin’ on me, anger fillin’ the space
Punchin’ holes in the walls while I’m losin’ my faith
Then one night crossed a line we can’t take back
You put hands on me… yeah love went black
Heard my baby cry out, that sound hit deep
That was the moment I knew… you ain’t mine to keep
Hook (strong, final)
I remember you and me, yeah the good still stays
Even after all the hurt, all the dark, all the days
I still see your smile, how you laugh, We ain’t get that fairytale…
But in another life…
Maybe we do…

Rap duet