You’ll See”
(Jar/Therapeutic Spoken-Word R&B Style — raw, emotional, reflective)
Verse 1
Trust me, you think you’re doing something,
But one day you’ll sit and think about what you lost.
I see things clearer now, the fog is finally lifting,
And the price of betrayal is always higher than the cost.
I held it down when nobody else would,
Carried the weight when life got hard.
Loved you through storms, through pain, through struggle,
Protected our family with all my heart.
I helped build a life, opened every door,
Brought you here because family meant everything to me.
Helped secure a future for you and your sons,
And somehow now you treat me like an enemy.
Pre-Chorus
But I’m not angry…
No, I’m not bitter…
Just disappointed that the love I believed in
Wasn’t the love you delivered.
Chorus
You’ll see…
Zipporah will be okay with you or without you.
You’ll see…
God’s been carrying me when you thought I’d fall through.
You’ll see…
I’m still standing, still blessed, still walking in my purpose.
You think you’re winning now,
But the truth is your choices have consequences.
And I’ll be okay…
I know I’ll be okay.
Verse 2
You made your choices, and I accepted them.
You wanted freedom, wanted life outside these walls.
That’s your story to live, your burden to carry,
But don’t rewrite history and blame me for it all.
I don’t spend my days speaking bad on your name,
What happened between us is between us alone.
The anger you’re carrying belongs somewhere else,
Yet somehow I’m the target every time you’re wrong.
You walked away from your family,
Then act like you’re the one betrayed.
I stayed quiet for so long,
But silence doesn’t mean I wasn’t hurt by what you gave.
Pre-Chorus
Still I pray for you…
Even when you don’t pray for me.
Because pride can blind a person
From the truth they refuse to see.
Chorus
You’ll see…
Zipporah will be okay with you or without you.
You’ll see…
God’s been carrying me when you thought I’d fall through.
You’ll see…
I’m still standing, still blessed, still walking in my purpose.
You think you’re winning now,
But the truth is your choices have consequences.
Bridge
I’m working, studying, fighting for my future,
Building a life while carrying so much alone.
Yet somehow you ask for help
Without even picking up the phone.
And if I had it, I’d probably still give it,
Because that’s just who I am.
Not because you deserve it,
But because God never told me to become who hurt me.
Outro
So no… I don’t hate you.
No… I don’t wish you harm.
I release it all to God.
Because what belongs to Him is not mine to carry.
I was a good wife.
I was a good friend.
I loved you with a genuine heart.
And if that wasn’t enough…
Then that’s your loss, not mine.
I’m healing.
I’m growing.
I’m blessed.
And one thing I know for sure…
God is writing a better chapter for me.
And I’ll be okay.
I’ll always be okay.
