On repeat

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“ON REPEAT”

(Verse 1)
Every day feels the same, stuck on auto, on repeat
Heartbeat going numb, but it still won’t let me sleep
I ain’t soft anymore, I don’t feel that kind of love
Got more hate in my chest than I ever dreamed of

You said “I love you” like it’s something I should trust
While I’m breaking down inside, turning everything to dust
Told myself to stay quiet, said I’m ruining your days
Guess my pain don’t exist if it don’t fit your ways

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(Pre-Chorus)
I feel locked in a cage, yeah, I’m losing my mind
Took me years just to see what was right in front my eyes

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(Chorus)
You took the life, took the light outta me
Left me hollow, now I finally see
You broke me down just to build what you need
Now I’m bleeding just to set myself free

I don’t want love, I don’t want nobody
I just want me, yeah I need the old me
Seven years of hell, now I’m done with the lie
You don’t get to watch me die inside

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(Verse 2)
You were never for me, I was just too blind to know
Every scar, every tear finally forced me to grow
You were using my heart just to fix what you lost
Playing games with my soul, didn’t care what it cost

Texting her while you’re staring at me like a joke
Laughing with her ‘bout me while my whole world broke
I was begging you back, you were out living free
Guess I never meant shit, guess it’s clear now to me

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(Pre-Chorus)
Every time that you left, yeah it cut me too deep
Now I see every lie wasn’t love—it was me

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(Chorus)
You took the life, took the light outta me
Left me hollow, now I finally see
You broke me down just to build what you need
Now I’m bleeding just to set myself free

I don’t want love, I don’t want nobody
I just want me, yeah I need the old me
Seven years of hell, now I’m done with the lie
You don’t get to watch me die inside

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(Bridge – stripped, emotional → builds to rage)
Eight months pregnant, alone in the night
Four hours driving, just trying to survive
You said it wasn’t yours—had to prove you wrong
That pain right there? Yeah it stayed too long

Easter lies, fake accounts, cheating behind my back
That’s the moment I broke, yeah I faded to black
I stopped caring ‘bout us, stopped feeling the pain
Just waiting on the day you’d be gone again

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(Breakdown – screaming / rage)
I HATE what you made me become
I HATE that I stayed this long
I GAVE you everything I was
And you turned it into nothing but—

PAIN.

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(Final Chorus – biggest, most powerful)
You took the life, took the light outta me
But you won’t take what’s left of me
I’m rising up from the hell you made
I’m done being yours, I’m not your slave

I don’t want love, I don’t want nobody
I found my strength, now I’m taking it from me
Seven years I lost, but I’m taking them back
And you’ll never break me like that

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(Outro)
No more repeat.
No more you.
Just me…
finally breaking throug

Chasity