Verse 1
You loved me hardest when I was breaking
Turned my tears into entertainment
Every “sorry” tasted sweet like wine
Till I realized you were killing me slow with time
Pre-Chorus
You pull me close just to watch me fall
Make me feel tiny when I gave my all
I keep finding bruises on my soul
From loving someone so out of control
Chorus
I gotta leave this pretty little disaster
Your love burns fast but the pain burns faster
You hold my body while you break my mind
Leave me empty every single time
I kept calling it love ’cause I feared goodbye
But real love don’t make you cry all night
So I’m letting go even if it kills me too
’Cause surviving means losing you
Verse 2
I stayed through every slammed door
Every lie I already heard before
You made chaos feel just like home
Now silence feels better alone
Pre-Chorus
I can’t keep fixing what you destroy
I’m not your game, I’m not your toy
And every scar you left behind
Is proof I loved you blind
Chorus
I gotta leave this pretty little disaster
Your love burns fast but the pain burns faster
You hold my body while you break my mind
Leave me empty every single time
I kept calling it love ’cause I feared goodbye
But real love don’t make you cry all night
So I’m letting go even if it kills me too
’Cause surviving means losing you
Bridge
Maybe one day you’ll realize
You can’t build love on alibis
And maybe one day I’ll stop shaking
From all the damage you were making
Final Chorus
I’m finally done with your disaster
Done chasing after something toxic after
No more begging for half your heart
No more breaking just to fall apart
And even though I still love you
I finally love myself enough to choose
A life where I can breathe again
Instead of drowning in the end.