On repeat

“On Repeat (Rap Version)”

Intro
Yeah…
This that pain you don’t say out loud
This that silence that gets too loud
Uh

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Verse 1
Every day feel the same, like I’m stuck on repeat
Heart cold now, ain’t no love left in me
Used to be soft, now it’s hate I breathe
Look what you did, yeah you changed me

Said you loved me but you never showed truth
I was losing myself just to hold onto you
Stayed quiet, played nice, took blame
While you slowly kept feeding me pain

I ain’t blind now, I see that clear
All them lies been ringing in my ear
I was fighting for us, you was playing a game
Now I’m the only one feeling the flame

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Hook
I’m breaking out, I’m done with the chains
Seven years, nothing but pain
You took my light, turned me cold
Now I’m just tryna take back my soul

I don’t want love, I don’t want nobody
I just want me, I just want my body
Back to the girl I used to be
Before you turned my heart empty

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Verse 2
You ain’t love me, you was stuck in your past
Chasing your ex while I came in last
Used my heart just to prove your pride
While I sat there breaking inside

I remember nights you laughed with her
Texting her while I felt like dirt
I was crying, you ain’t even care
I was right there, but you wasn’t there

Took trips with her, left me alone
Begging you just to come back home
That weekend broke something deep
That pain still cut, that scar still bleed

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Hook
I’m breaking out, I’m done with the chains
Seven years, nothing but pain
You took my light, turned me cold
Now I’m just tryna take back my soul

I don’t want love, I don’t want nobody
I just want me, I just want my body
Back to the girl I used to be
Before you turned my heart empty

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Verse 3
Pregnant, scared, driving alone
Four hours deep with no one to phone
You sent me off like I meant nothing
That pain right there? Yeah it meant something

Easter came, you said you sick
Whole time you out here doing slick
Fake accounts tryna find new love
That’s when I knew I had enough

Your family never had my back
All that hate, yeah you matched that
Tore me down piece by piece
Till I forgot what it felt like peace

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Bridge (slower, emotional)
I feel trapped, yeah mentally too
But I’m waking up, I’m done with you
You broke me down but I ain’t gone
I’m still breathing, I’m still strong

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Final Hook
I’m breaking out, I’m done with the chains
No more silence, no more pain
You took my love but not my soul
Now I’m finally letting go

I don’t want you, I want me
Tryna find who I used to be
No more tears, no more deceit
I’m done living life on repeat

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Outro
Yeah…
You was never the one… just the lesson
Now I’m choosing me

Chasity