On repeat

“On Repeat (Rap Version)”

Intro

Yeah…

This that pain you don’t say out loud

This that silence that gets too loud

Uh

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Verse 1

Every day feel the same, like I’m stuck on repeat

Heart cold now, ain’t no love left in me

Used to be soft, now it’s hate I breathe

Look what you did, yeah you changed me

Said you loved me but you never showed truth

I was losing myself just to hold onto you

Stayed quiet, played nice, took blame

While you slowly kept feeding me pain

I ain’t blind now, I see that clear

All them lies been ringing in my ear

I was fighting for us, you was playing a game

Now I’m the only one feeling the flame

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Hook

I’m breaking out, I’m done with the chains

Seven years, nothing but pain

You took my light, turned me cold

Now I’m just tryna take back my soul

I don’t want love, I don’t want nobody

I just want me, I just want my body

Back to the girl I used to be

Before you turned my heart empty

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Verse 2

You ain’t love me, you was stuck in your past

Chasing your ex while I came in last

Used my heart just to prove your pride

While I sat there breaking inside

I remember nights you laughed with her

Texting her while I felt like dirt

I was crying, you ain’t even care

I was right there, but you wasn’t there

Took trips with her, left me alone

Begging you just to come back home

That weekend broke something deep

That pain still cut, that scar still bleed

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Hook

I’m breaking out, I’m done with the chains

Seven years, nothing but pain

You took my light, turned me cold

Now I’m just tryna take back my soul

I don’t want love, I don’t want nobody

I just want me, I just want my body

Back to the girl I used to be

Before you turned my heart empty

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Verse 3

Pregnant, scared, driving alone

Four hours deep with no one to phone

You sent me off like I meant nothing

That pain right there? Yeah it meant something

Easter came, you said you sick

Whole time you out here doing slick

Fake accounts tryna find new love

That’s when I knew I had enough

Your family never had my back

All that hate, yeah you matched that

Tore me down piece by piece

Till I forgot what it felt like peace

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Bridge (slower, emotional)

I feel trapped, yeah mentally too

But I’m waking up, I’m done with you

You broke me down but I ain’t gone

I’m still breathing, I’m still strong

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Final Hook

I’m breaking out, I’m done with the chains

No more silence, no more pain

You took my love but not my soul

Now I’m finally letting go

I don’t want you, I want me

Tryna find who I used to be

No more tears, no more deceit

I’m done living life on repeat

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Outro

Yeah…

You was never the one… just the lesson

Now I’m choosing me