Isolated

I know this mental health shit is a struggle for me. Yeah I got depression but I also got ADHD but living in isolation. Is what done it for me. When I was in my room, I was slowly going crazy. I heard something coming from my closet not far away from me. I was bored so I opened it. I wasn’t ready for what was waiting for me. A void of darkness and a wind colder that the sea. But I swear it was pulling me deeper it seemed. by the time I got out the void took a part of me. And replaced itself within me.

So now I gotta live with this darkness that lives inside of me, but sometimes I think of it as a gift to me I opened the door for a reason it seemed. It was a hard road filled with potholes and sorrow and thoughts that I couldn’t let go. But now I’m feeling the hope I use rapping as a cope but I still stuck in the healing process tho.

So trust me I know I’m not alone. We’re just stuck in the world where there’s a lot of lost souls so we gotta stay on our toes and We have kids and parents that’s can’t get along. These Gen Z have a lot of things wrong or is it there parents fault for not teaching them right from wrong. But I hope they see they had that potential all along.

Some do damage and some just like to make songs. Everyone in this world knows what’s Wrong. But the media just lies about it and even mix the truth with the lies so you won’t see it. Even if they serve you a dish that doesn’t exist. I think it’s there of their. That’s how easy it is. It’s like fooling a bunch of kids.

But because of isolation, I see the world for what it is is. a true nice place to live but humanity it just it’s greedy even as a kid I noticed that shit. Some people are greedy and just don’t give a shit.

So why give a fuck about a world that crucified a man that took everything upon his hand to give humanity one last chance.

So live your life even though every day is gonna be a fight just remember that God is by your side.

But I’m still learning how to walk with my head held high too many opportunities just passed on by if I just reached out my hand that one time I probably wouldn’t be in this room writing these lines finding Hope every time I rhyme. So give me a chance to walk the right line living in a now to catch up with my future self that made it out of hell.