

Prompt / Lyrics
will I be proud of the man I was and the life I lived when I take my last breath? we don’t have the answers to the questions that we haven’t asked yet. panic stricken anxiety strikes me from my head to my toes when faced with my faith and wondering will I end up in heaven or down below or if either one even exist. I long for the answer and I am not a believer in the philosophy that ignorance is bliss will I become everything I wanted to be or will I miss? I was once at peace a happy child filled with innocence wasting my days in the garden of Eden but like Adam I ate the apple and was casted out never to return again as adults they say we grow up and mature but is it really maturity or just the slow death of a pure heart? we all want to find the path to heaven but how can we get there if we never make an attempt to start? the pain is addicting, bright lights causing migraines so maybe that’s why we choose to live in the dark the flood came but I am not noah and there’s only demons that I carry on my arc there is hope in hopelessness there is care in carelessness and rest in restlessness that is the emphasis that is often dismissed in disarray and confusion challenges arrive like storms and grow like thorns on a rose left alone in an empty garden and it’s up to us to find a solution the sword of Damocles hovers above my head I thought I wanted this only to find out I would rather go back to how it used to be instead was I blind on my own accord or mislead? ive become unraveled like ancient scrolls that were never meant to be opened carrying a long lost message frozen in time they say to be aware and open up your third eye but God created us with two eyes only so what is the repercussion in trying to be wise?
Tags
Slow, soft indie rock, male vocals Have instruments and vocals get heavier towards the end of the song
3:42
No
11/24/2025