I Will Make One

Verse

I learned early how to stay quiet

How to bleed without leaving a stain

I watched love turn into a weapon

And hope get buried with names

I learned how to sleep with my eyes open

And How to smile through the rot

How to pray to a ceiling

That never answered back

Pre-Chorus

I wasn’t saved

I survived

There’s a difference they don’t like

Chorus

I will either find a way or I’ll make one

Even if it costs what’s left of me

If the road demands a body, I’ll take one

I’m already half a ghost, you see

I will either find a way or I’ll make one

already half a ghost, you see

Verse

I carry a voice that sounds like a verdict

Says “you don’t belong, you never did”

Every mirror feels like a crime scene

Where I bury who I could’ve been

I’ve tasted the edge of the ending

I’ve stared at the comfort of black

But something ugly keeps breathing

Refusing to not come back

Pre-Chorus

I don’t believe in destiny

I believe in teeth and will

I believe in dragging myself

Where nothing else will

Chorus

I will either find a way or I’ll make one

Even if it costs what’s left of me

If the road demands a body, I’ll take one

I’m already half a ghost, you see

I will either find a way or I’ll make one

already half a ghost, you see

Bridge

There is no light at the end of this

There’s just me

Still standing here

Still unfinished

But i didn’t crawl

Just built a room and learned to stand there tall

Final Chorus

I will either find a way or I’ll make one

Even if it costs what’s left of me

If the road demands a body, I’ll take one

I’m already half a ghost, you see

I will either find a way or I’ll make one

already half a ghost, you see

Even if I’m torn apart

I’m already half a ghost, you see

I will either find a way or I’ll make one

already half a ghost, you see