[Intro]
Love is something I can’t find
It’s stuck inside my mind
Gives me wings…
I hope I find it…
[Verse 1]
Let me tell you why I got this bad luck
Every time I try, I’m never good enough
Swappin’ oxygen with smoke in my chest
Feelin’ death on the right and the left
In a room where my memories rot
Fifteen, pills in a bottle I forgot
They say time heals, but I’m stuck in a plot
Of pain on repeat, in a place I’m not
I bleed on the floor where the poor only tread
All my dreams just echo regret
Used to want love, now I’m drownin’ instead
Used to want life, now I flirt with the dead
[Pre-Chorus]
I try, I cry, I hide it all
Behind these eyes, I watch me fall
And I can’t breathe, can’t see the sky
But I still fake peace when they ask me why
[Chorus]
Luck won’t be on my side for the rest of my life
I try, I try, I try too hard
And I cry, I cry, I cry so hard
Love is something I can’t find
It’s stuck inside my mind
Gives me wings…
But they tear every time I fly
[Verse 2]
You don’t know what it’s like in my head
When the mirror just shows what I’ve always said
I’m not whole, I’m a ghost in my bed
Four thousand nights, layin’ next to regret
I hear the voices when I’m lightin’ a blunt
In the graveyard postin’ up with my ones
Tell my son I tried, if I don’t wake up
Tell my girl I’m sorry I messed it up
These shadows don’t sleep, they just creep in the dark
They don’t love me, they just rip me apart
No rest, no peace, just ash in my heart
No love left, I’m just playin’ the part
[Bridge]
I’m such a sad fuck with bad luck
But I smile like I’m fine, got my mask up
Tryna breathe but I choke on the past
How long does this pain gotta last?
[Final Chorus]
Luck won’t be on my side for the rest of my life
I try, I try, I try too hard
And I cry, I cry, I cry so hard
Love is something I can’t find
It’s stuck inside my mind
Gives me wings…
But they break every time I fly
[Outro]
Love is something I can’t find…
Still stuck inside my mind…
I hope I find it…
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