Intro – Whispered with Lo-fi static crackle]
Lie next to me, baby…
Don’t call for days…
Everything’s alright…
(But it’s not.)
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[Verse 1 – Rap/Confessional]
What do you think when you see me here?
Don’t judge—I’m surviving the fear.
No blueprints, just bruises and meds,
I’m drowning in thoughts I can’t get out my head.
Mama asks, “You okay?” I nod like it’s fine,
But I cry in the dark just to buy more time.
Bullies laughed while I broke in the halls,
I gave them my smile—then gave them my all.
Every day, it replays in my chest,
Like a test I was destined to never pass best.
I used to have dreams, but now I got ghosts,
Used to have friends, but I lost them the most.
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[Pre-Chorus – Melodic/Low]
Crying for help in a world that’s so loud
But my voice don’t make a sound…
So I lie in my bed and lie in my head,
Wishing that silence would drown me instead.
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[Chorus – Sung/Haunting]
Everything’s alright, that’s what I say
No sleeping, it replays all day
No eating, just small bites
No speaking, I’m locked tight
Mama asks, “You okay?” I smile and lie,
“I promise, everything’s alright…”
(But it’s not.)
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[Verse 2 – Rap + Spoken Word fusion]
Medication just numbs the pain
But I swear these pills got voices and names
Whispering doubts, feeding my flame
And I’m tired of pretending I’m playing some game
The mirror shows someone I can’t even face
Eyes full of rain and a soul outta place
They say “man up” but I’m bleeding inside
Truth is… I’m too damn tired to fight
I loved a girl, she loved someone else
Now I just write pain and package myself
I’m sorry, mom—I tried to be brave
But I’m a lost cause you just couldn’t save
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[Bridge – Spoken + soft hum under]
Would they care if I disappeared?
Would my name still echo in their ears?
Would they scroll past my story…
Or finally say they saw me clearly?
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[Final Chorus – Layered Vocals / Intensifying Emotion]
Everything’s alright, that’s what I said
But I’m crumbling slow, just wishing I’m dead
No healing, no reset
No feeling, just regret
Mama asks, “You okay?” and I lie,
“I promise… everything’s alright.”
(Everything’s alright… but it’s not.)
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[Outro – Fading echo]
It’s not.
It’s not.
It’s not…
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