[Intro]
(soft rain + guitar loop)
Have you ever fell apart? Tell me you know what it’s like
Hiding in the dark, always looking for the light
I grew up with nothing but my soul and a fight
Every scar a scripture, every wrong feels right
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[Verse 1]
I’ve been trapped inside my head, it’s a war I can’t escape
Every dream I ever had just fades away when I wake
I’m a truth seeker, son of the reaper
All my friends ghosts now, pouring out the litre
Scars on my knees ‘cause I’ve knelt too long
Prayin’ for peace but it never belongs
To people like me, to hearts like stone
I learned to love pain ‘cause it feels like home
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[Pre-Chorus]
Bleeding from the heart, can’t handle my reflection
Everything I lost turned into a lesson
You say it’s okay — I don’t believe it
But I still keep breathing, still keep reaching
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[Chorus]
Have you ever fell apart? Tell me you know what it’s like
Hiding in the dark, always looking for the light
I grew up with nothing other than my soul
And the moment I give is the minute you go
I’m falling (yeah)
Through the noise and the pain, but I’m calling
For a home I’ve never known
And a voice that feels like hope
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[Verse 2]
Way too many nights just staring at the ceiling
Counting all the lies that looked like healing
Tried to move on, but the weight don’t fade
All I got left are the choices I made
I’m an outcast, a stranger, said it clearly
I scream and I shout, but nobody hears me
You can take my trust, it’s already gone
But you can’t take the fire I’ve built in my lungs
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[Bridge]
(whispered / vocoder layer)
Maybe I’m broken, maybe that’s peace
Maybe I’m chosen, maybe I’m weak
But I’ll still rise from the dirt and grief
‘Cause I’ve learned how to bleed and still believe
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[Final Chorus]
Have you ever fell apart? Tell me you know what it’s like
Hiding in the dark, still reaching for the light
I grew up with nothing other than my soul
Every cut turned gold, every loss made whole
I’m falling, yeah, but I’m crawling out slow
If pain is all I know, then pain is how I grow
(beat fades under rain sounds and low piano)
“I grew up with nothing — but maybe that’s why I glow.”