(Intro – soft piano, distant rain, whispered vocals)
Yeah… I still see you when I close my eyes…
But it don’t bring you back…
Nah…
(Verse 1 – low tone, melodic, almost murmured)
Used to hear your voice, now it’s silence in the room
Mama in the dirt, now my heart’s a livin’ tomb
Used to hold me tight when the nights got cold
Now I’m sippin’ somethin’ strong just to do what I’m told
Cousins gone, friends fade into smoke
Laughin’ in photos, now it’s hard not to choke
Roll another one, blow the pain to the wind
But the high don’t last, and the grief creepin’ in
(Hook – auto-tuned, melancholic melody)
I been drownin’ in the bottle just to feel your face
Every blunt that I burn is a warm embrace
Ain’t no love in this world, just a ghost in my chest
And I’m scared to admit… I’m the last one left
(Verse 2 – layered vocals, pain bleeding through)
Tattooed your name in the back of my brain
Tryna smile through the tears, but it’s all in vain
Talk to the moon like you still might hear
But the stars don’t talk, and the sky don’t care
Whiskey in my bloodstream, memories bleed
Screamin’ at the walls for the answers I need
But they quiet… like the calls I don’t get
Like the birthdays missed, or the nights I regret
(Bridge – chopped & slowed vocals with ambient synth)
I ain’t fine, I just fake it…
Say I’m okay, but I break quick…
They don’t see the war in my head
I survive, but I ain’t really lived since you left
(New Verse 3 – slight tempo switch, darker beat shift)
Voicemail playin’ on a loop I can’t stop
Used to hear your laugh, now the tape just pop
Every room I walk in feel hollow, cursed
Like I’m searchin’ for your voice in a universe reversed
Homies in the grave, and the bottle ain’t enough
Got me questionin’ God like, “What’s love?”
Puff after puff, think I’m floatin’ through the void
Ain’t nothin’ to destroy—‘cause I already destroyed
(Breakdown – instrumental fades)
(heartbeat fades into static)
(Hook – stripped version, reverb-heavy, melancholic)
I been drownin’ in the bottle just to feel your face
Every blunt that I burn is a warm embrace
Ain’t no love in this world, just a ghost in my chest
And I’m scared to admit… I’m the last one left
(Outro – instrumental slowly dies out with piano keys echoing)
Last one…
Last one left…
I ain’t livin’, I’m just breathin’ what’s left…
(Final Outro – quiet keys, distant thunder, lo-fi crackle)
(Soft-spoken, almost whispering… like talking to someone who’s gone)
I still set a plate for you…
Still leave the light on…
Still hear your footsteps, even though I know you’re long gone.
My phone don’t ring no more,
Just static…
And the sound of my own voice lyin’ to myself…
Sayin’ I’m okay.
(Long pause… faint inhale)
I lit one last blunt…
Left it burnin’ on your grave.
And for the first time in months…
I ain’t feel a thing.
(Faint piano chords fade, final line delivered in a near-whisper)
I hope you’re waitin’ for me…
‘Cause I ain’t stayin’ much longer.
ReapEternal
