Ghost Any Day Now

So Father Time, hold back tonight…

My tired eyes won’t last this time…

(I’ll be ghost any day now…)

I take a trip by myself here, write my name in the sky

Hang from the stars, dance on clouds while the world passes by

It’s my escape from the dread, yeah, the grave callin’ every day

We call it life but in the end, we just dust they throw away

History keeps repeatin’, I’m heated but cold inside

Demons in hell, yeah, that’s my tribe, I can’t run, I just collide

Tick-tick, Father Time on my heels, I’m too far gone to feel

Cashed out three feet from death, but pride won’t let me kneel

I belong with the broken, with the silence and the stains

Soul so haunted, numb for days, but I can’t wash out this pain

I lie and say I’m fine but inside I’m split in two

Tryna find some faith again, but all I see is ruined view

Falling off on my way down

Gone, I’m going away now

I’ll be ghost any day now

I’ll be ghost any day now

I can’t stop these cold emotions

Lord knows I’m depressed and broken

Suicide at any moment

Suicide at any moment

Ohh, Ohh, Ohh

Ohh, Ohh, Ohh

God, I’m tellin’ you somethin’ feels off, yeah, I’m cracked

A fuck-up in designer rags, smiles fake, heart attack

Nobody wanna be me, nobody wanna hear that

But I’ve been screaming in my skin, pretending I don’t collapse

Rain pours, pain sores, used to drown it all away

Now it sticks in my vision, turns my nights into decay

I dug my grave, flowers by the hour, countin’ down

Told the ones I loved their worth, before I let this body drown

Can’t take the pain away, can’t run, can’t numb

Rather fade away than face another godless sun

Finished with this shit, I’m so done, soul’s gone

If I die, I’ll be iconic—write my name before I’m gone

So Father Time, hold back tonight

My tired eyes won’t last this fight

I’d tell you save my soul but hey—

There’s no one left to save today

Falling off on my way down (falling down)

Gone, I’m going away now (going away now)

I’ll be ghost any day now (ghost any day now)

I’ll be ghost any day now (ghost any day now)

I can’t stop these cold emotions (cold emotions)

Lord knows I’m depressed and broken (so broken)

Suicide at any moment (any moment)

Suicide at any moment

Ohh, Ohh, Ohh

Ohh, Ohh, Ohh

So Father Time, hold back tonight…

My tired eyes won’t last this time…

I’ll be ghost any day now…

(I’ll be ghost… any day now…)