[Hook – Melodic Rap]
Antipsychotic, I don’t feel the same no more
Poppin’ these pills, tryna even the score
Mind play tricks, got me locked in a war
But I still wake up, put my feet on the floor
Yeah, demons talkin’, I just mute that sound
Numb inside but I hold shit down
Fake my smile when I move through town
But inside I feel like I might drown
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[Verse 1 – Rap/Melodic Flow]
Late night thoughts in a spiral again
Can’t trust me, so how could I trust my friends?
Doctor said “take these,” hope it all blends
But this ain’t peace, this a means to an end
Heart beat slow when the meds kick in
Dreams feel fake, can’t tell where I been
Hallucinations in the rearview creep
Tryna stay woke but I never get sleep
I ain’t lookin’ for pity or praise
I just need space where I’m not afraid
Feel like a ghost in a crowded place
Every smile I wear just hides the weight
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[Bridge – Sung/Melodic]
Ooh, I been driftin’ off
Clouds in my head, can’t lift ‘em off
One day up, then the next I drop
Tryna climb but I slip, can’t stop
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[Hook – Melodic Rap]
Antipsychotic, I don’t feel the same no more
Poppin’ these pills, tryna even the score
Mind play tricks, got me locked in a war
But I still wake up, put my feet on the floor
Yeah, demons talkin’, I just mute that sound
Numb inside but I hold shit down
Fake my smile when I move through town
But inside I feel like I might drown
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[Verse 2 – Rap]
Yeah, I been down, but I ain’t done
Still tryna shine like I’m chasin’ sun
They don’t know what I’m runnin’ from
Brain got static like a loaded gun
Flashbacks hit when the world go still
Lost my peace but I kept my will
Tell my fam, “I’m good,” but I ain’t for real
They can’t see pain that the meds conceal
Labels on bottles, labels on me
Ain’t who I was, but I’m who I’ll be
Still got scars, but I’m breakin’ free
Ain’t cured, but I got clarity
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[Hook – Final Hook with Adlibs]
Antipsychotic, I don’t feel the same no more (nah)
Poppin’ these pills, tryna even the score (tryna balance)
Mind play tricks, got me locked in a war (in a war)
But I still wake up, put my feet on the floor (let’s go)
Yeah, demons talkin’, I just mute that sound (mute it)
Numb inside but I hold shit down (hold it down)
Fake my smile when I move through town
But inside I feel like I might drown (feel like I might drown)
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[Outro – Melodic Fade Out]
Ooh-oh, I ain’t broken, just bendin’
Ooh-oh, still here, still mendin’
Life on meds got a different rhythm
But I’m still breathin’ — yeah, I’m still livin’
JAKB