Forgive Me (Damaged Again)

I’ve been… through a lot of crazy things…

Somehow, you always stay…

But I’m so sorry, baby…

On the roof gettin’ high, diesel in my veins

Thinkin’ ‘bout suicide, prayin’ through the pain

Father forgive me, I’m sorry for my sins

But where do I begin? Oh, where do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey, I smoke till I’m dizzy

I’m so fuckin’ filthy, forgive me, can you hear me?

No Jesus in L.A., but I still see him sometimes

Next to my demons sayin’ there’s no tomorrow—bye, bye

I never meant for you to deal with all this pressure

Carry all my burdens from my past on a stretcher

You don’t have to stay, but yet you do it anyway

Show me heaven through the rain when I’m losin’ every day

You hold me while I’m breakin’, drownin’ in these bottles

Phone ’bout to die, only got one call though

Almost slipped off the side, till an angel caught me

How could you want me, when even I lost me?

Baby, I’m sorry, my trunk is full of baggage

All these cuts and wounds, I just manage

You see the black that’s coverin’ my heart

Still tell me I’ve never looked more beautiful in the dark

I’m so damaged, I’m so tired of livin’

But you keep breathin’ love into the unforgiven

It’s crazy, I know the baggage is ugly

But somehow you still… you still love me

Father forgive me, I’m so sorry for my sins

But wait—just kidding—then I crash again

The coke, the whiskey, smoke till I’m dizzy

I’m so fuckin’ filthy, but you say you still with me

How can you love someone so damaged?

Feelin’ in my palms, all this pain I can’t manage

Showed you scars deeper than you’ve ever known

But you said I’ve never looked more beautiful—oh no

Mentally I’m sick, yeah, I don’t choose this script

Life’s a tragic flick, and I was forced to play this shit

Tear apart my heart, let you find the broken pieces

Lost inside the dark while my demons keep increasin’

Slowly weaken, wounds just deepen

While you heal me, you become the one mistreated

It’s so ugly, but you never let it crush me

I made you feel low, while you still rise above me

You drove through the night, yeah, we talked about it all

Thank God I survived when I almost took that fall

But I’m still slippin’, still trippin’, still sinnin’

Circle never ends, but you keep me from the ending

You show me beauty when the rain keep pourin’

Smilin’ through my storm, even when I’m so broken

How can you want me, when I’m so lost?

But you hold me tight, no matter the cost

Father forgive me, I’m so sorry for my sins

So tired of livin’, where the hell do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey, I smoke till I’m dizzy

I’m so fuckin’ filthy, but you say you still with me

How can you love someone so damaged?

Even when I show you the blackness I can’t manage

I showed you scars that no one’s ever known

And you tell me I’ve never looked more beautiful—oh no