Doorway by ReneeKay - Zona

Doorway by ReneeKay - Zona

Lyrics

Waiting in the doorway, expecting you to come by,

I know you’re not gonna come, though, but I’ll keep freezing outside.

You knew you weren’t gonna see me, you were never coming back tonight,

So why the fuck would you promise me if you knew it was a lie?

U think that i’d be use’d;

to every fucking excuse;

that u choose to use to justify abuse,

all the black and blues,

and every single fucking bruise;

that u inflicted on me when rage sparked ur fuse;

And ur temper let loose ,

Im learning to tiptoe on eggshells while i plan my next move;

You can treat me like shit all You want, im always gunna fucking love you.

I’m gonna just keep my fingers crossed that you’ll care as much as i do,

And prey, hope n wish u love me back, and that u love me too.

Waiting in the doorway, expecting you to come by,

I know you’re not gonna come, though, but I’ll keep freezing outside.

You knew you weren’t gonna see me, you were never coming back tonight,

So why the fuck would you promise me if you knew it was a lie

It’s not the other girls that bother me. What is it You don’t get.

And it’s not the cheating itself, that gets me upset;

really tho, it is the bullshit and the lies that I already Suspect;

I knew all this when i met u, so what else should i expect?

But You know I’m not stupid, so just try the truth instead;

I know, you know, I keep mental records of everything you’ve done or said;

Every single thing going back to the day that we first met;

I don’t mean to give me an ultimatum, but you need to select

Is it me or is it her which one are you gonna forget?

Waiting in the doorway, expecting you to come by,

I know you’re not gonna come, though, but I’ll keep freezing outside.

You knew you weren’t gonna see me, you were never coming back tonight,

So why the fuck would you promise me if you knew it was a lie

Sometimes I forget you have a whole second life;

You have a couple kids, a couple dogs and a wife;

I’m guessing that it’s probably the reason you can’t ever spend the night;

If I had the opportunity just once that’d a be nice,

When I think about it consciously, it gets me down sometimes,

I even though I don’t want to it usually starts a fight;

I know I should probably leave you’re giving me every sign

And told me that when and if I did, I would likely be in the right;

Before I ever left you though, I’d rather fucking die;

I have this funny feeling, though that without me, you’d be just fine;

It seems you have zero problem, leaving me on the drop of a fucking dime

The things we both bare looking for, are completely misaligned.

Confront you on the pain cause and every bit you will deny;

And like I said, I’d say forever, Helen Keller, dumb, deaf, and blind

Waiting in the doorway, expecting you to come by,

I know you’re not gonna come, though, but I’ll keep freezing outside.

You knew you weren’t gonna see me, you were never coming back tonight,

So why the fuck would you promise me if you knew it was a lie