[Intro]
(Yeah…)
Same ceiling, same ghosts, same night again
Bottle half gone, pills in my hand
Everybody ask me how I been—
I just smile and say, “Man… I’m fine…”
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[Verse 1]
Wake up with the TV glow
Same damn ache that I can’t let go
Coffee cold on the counter edge
Another long night hanging by a thread
Got friends saying, “Bro, you changed”
But pain got hands and it grips like chains
I laugh too loud so they won’t see through
The empty eyes in the bathroom view
Every day feel copy-paste
Same dark thoughts that I can’t escape
Drive these roads with no destination
Heart on mute, lost in sedation
Mama worried when I don’t call back
But I can’t explain where my soul at
So I pour another drink real slow
Just to make this silence let go
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[Pre-Chorus]
I keep saying I’m alright
Even when I can’t sleep at night
Round and round like a tire burn
Running from pain that always returns
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[Chorus]
I say I’m fine, but I’m stuck on repeat
Same sad songs and the same heartbeat
Pills in my pocket, liquor on my breath
Tryna feel alive while I dance with death
Everybody sees the smile I fake
But they don’t see the cracks I hide away
I numb myself just to kill the noise
But the pain comes back when the high destroys
I say I’m fine…
Yeah, I say I’m fine…
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[Verse 2]
2 AM and the sink got stains
Mirror looking like it know my pain
Hands shaking while I light that smoke
Laughing with the demons like it’s some joke
Used to dream about a better life
Now I just survive through the longest nights
One more pill just to slow my head
One more shot till the fear goes dead
Girl I loved said, “You disappeared”
Truth is—I been gone for years
Still breathing but I feel halfway buried
Young soul moving old and weary
Everybody got advice to give
“Just move on” like it’s easy to live
When your brain keep spinning like broken gears
And your chest feel heavy for twenty years
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[Bridge]
And I know this road gon’ break me down
But numb feels safer than feeling now
So I drown my mind in neon haze
Trying to survive another day
(Another day…)
(Another day…)
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[Final Chorus]
I say I’m fine, but I’m losing grip
Another blackout, another sip
Pills and whiskey on the dashboard light
Trying to outrun myself all night
Everybody hears the jokes I make
But they don’t hear how my soul still shakes
I built these walls so nobody knows
How deep this hurt inside me goes
I say I’m fine…
But I’m tired of the loop tonight
Yeah… I’m tired of the loop tonight…
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[Outro]
Same ceiling… same ghosts… same pain again…
Bottle half gone… pills in my hand…
And if you ask me how I been…
I’ll probably lie and say…
“I’m fine.”