[bass intro]
[female Arabic humming]
[spoken words]
[sarcastic, sexy female 1]
“Ohh, u wanna talk?…about me”
[verse 1]
[female rapper]
Want me to talk about my demons?, take a seat and hold ur breath;
I’ll tell u all about the things that are making me fuckin stressed;
Im addicted to everything!!! drugs, adrenaline, sex;
And it doesn’t stop there, i can rattle off a list;
my mental health has gone unmedicated, in my head im really sick;
Im also suicidal with anxiety, YUP! u just heard correct;
Oh n I’m a degenerate gambler, what else would you expect;
There’s also Ice cream and shopping, I can’t imagine what’s next;
Why is it that the things that are bad for me are the ones I like best?;
Cuz normal things are boring, they don’t peak my interest;
[bridge]
It’s not like I don’t know my flaws are a lot to digest!!;
OH MY GOD! these things I love so much are making my life a mess;
I’d be able to maintain a little better… if I did a little less;
“That’s not the way it works, but think whatever u want princess…”
[chorus]
[sexy female singer/rapper]
I fucking know I have all types of issues!
And can’t even imagine the crazy shit that I’m into.
What I do, it’s taboo, but I’m me, not u.
As the years pass by I get more and more problems;
And the problems that I had get worse and keep evolvin’;
I became an addict findin ways to tryin to drown em;
So if u don’t like what I do, don’t come around then!
[hook]
My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!
My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!
[verse 2]
[female rapper]
Once won’t be enough, in fact I’ll always need more;
my habits started out fun, now they feel like a chore;
They are part of me now,they seeped deep into my core;
All my friends say I have changed, it’s kinda hard to ignore;
But I’m the same, it was them that changed, that’s for damn sure;
People wanna validate themself so they call me a junkie whore;
They don’t know the half, I’m addicted to more then just drugs;
“Renee, why u have so many vices?”…because one’s not enough!!!;
I can quit any time, I don’t really need none of this stuff;
It goes deeper then just my habit, it’s the lifestyle I love;
I often think about the time when I was down on my luck;
My life is good now, but did u think it always was?,
I was So depressed everyday I wished I wouldn’t wake up;
No one talked to me then now they can’t keep their mouth shut.
[bass drop]
[chorus]
ReneeKay
