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“Ohh, u wanna talk?…about me”

Want me to talk about my demons?, take a seat and hold ur breath;

I’ll tell u all about the things that are making me fuckin stressed;

Im addicted to everything!!! drugs, adrenaline, sex;

And it doesn’t stop there, i can rattle off a list;

my mental health has gone unmedicated, in my head im really sick;

Im also suicidal with anxiety, YUP! u just heard correct;

Oh n I’m a degenerate gambler, what else would you expect;

There’s also Ice cream and shopping, I can’t imagine what’s next;

Why is it that the things that are bad for me are the ones I like best?;

Cuz normal things are boring, they don’t peak my interest;

It’s not like I don’t know my flaws are a lot to digest!!;

OH MY GOD! these things I love so much are making my life a mess;

I’d be able to maintain a little better… if I did a little less;

“That’s not the way it works, but think whatever u want princess…”

I fucking know I have all types of issues!

And can’t even imagine the crazy shit that I’m into.

What I do, it’s taboo, but I’m me, not u.

As the years pass by I get more and more problems;

And the problems that I had get worse and keep evolvin’;

I became an addict findin ways to tryin to drown em;

So if u don’t like what I do, don’t come around then!

My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!

My problems are evolvin’ and I drown when they around!

Once won’t be enough, in fact I’ll always need more;

my habits started out fun, now they feel like a chore;

They are part of me now,they seeped deep into my core;

All my friends say I have changed, it’s kinda hard to ignore;

But I’m the same, it was them that changed, that’s for damn sure;

People wanna validate themself so they call me a junkie whore;

They don’t know the half, I’m addicted to more then just drugs;

“Renee, why u have so many vices?”…because one’s not enough!!!;

I can quit any time, I don’t really need none of this stuff;

It goes deeper then just my habit, it’s the lifestyle I love;

I often think about the time when I was down on my luck;

My life is good now, but did u think it always was?,

I was So depressed everyday I wished I wouldn’t wake up;

No one talked to me then now they can’t keep their mouth shut.