Never thought

I never thought we’d be here,

Never thought I’d be scared,

Never thought that loving you would be my biggest fucking fear.

I never thought I’d be at risk,

Of losing you like this,

But somewhere down the line there were some signs I fucking missed.

Never thought that you’d give up,

Or wouldn’t give a fuck,

Or make me feel like you don’t mind if there’s no fucking us.

Startin fights just to leave, you got someone to see,

You think that I’m blindly unaware and naive.

Lately that’s exactly what I w

I never thought we’d be here,

Never thought I’d be scared,

Never thought that loving you would be my biggest fucking fear.

I never thought I’d be at risk,

Of losing you like this,

But somewhere down the line there were some signs I fucking missed.

Never thought that you’d give up,

Or wouldn’t give a fuck,

Or make me feel like you don’t mind if there’s no fucking us.

I know I’m partly to blame, I know I’ve made mistakes,

And some days i would bitch and nag and interrogate

I know there were nights that werent great, things I wish I could erase.

Cuz all those things did was end up pushing u away

That could played a part on why u went astray,

and maybe thats why we’re here, where we are today

So tell me what you want, don’t protect me from the truth,

You would be honest and say,& if you really don’t want me and you

I’ll have some regrets, I’ll have more than a few

And insisit i didnt get a fair chance and deserve a redo

I gave you every version of myself even after i was betrayed

Gave you patience, gave you chances, all my love to u i gave.

And even after u stopped loving me, i still fuckin stayed

So maybe loving you so much was my mistake,

I never thought we’d be here,

Never thought I’d be scared,

Never thought the person that I loved would be my biggest fuckin fear.

I never thought I’d be at risk,

Never thought it’d end like this,

Never thought the hardest thing would be accepting what this shit really is.

Never thought you wouldnt give a fuck,

Or that I’d never be enough,

But I still fucking love you even though you fucked it up.

I never thought we’d be here,

Never thought I’d be scared,

Never thought that loving you would be my biggest fucking fear.

I never thought I’d be at risk,

Of losing you like this,

But somewhere down the line there were some signs I fucking missed.

Never thought that you’d give up,

Or wouldn’t give a fuck,

Or make me feel like you don’t mind if there’s no fucking us