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I never thought we’d be here,
Never thought I’d be scared,
Never thought that loving you would be my biggest fucking fear.
I never thought I’d be at risk,
Of losing you like this,
But somewhere down the line there were some signs I fucking missed.
Never thought that you’d give up,
Or wouldn’t give a fuck,
Or make me feel like you don’t mind if there’s no fucking us.
Startin fights just to leave, you got someone to see,
You think that I’m blindly unaware and naive.
Lately that’s exactly what I want you to believe,
keep doing what you’re doing baby, keep deceivin me.
U wont tell me anything, wont let me inside
I’ve been seeing the changes your tryin to hide.
This is starting to become something i dont recognize,
Its been different for ever since u started to fuckin lie.
I never thought we’d be here,
Never thought I’d be scared,
Never thought that loving you would be my biggest fucking fear.
I never thought I’d be at risk,
Of losing you like this,
But somewhere down the line there were some signs I fucking missed.
Never thought that you’d give up,
Or wouldn’t give a fuck,
Or make me feel like you don’t mind if there’s no fucking us.
I remember when your touch made every worry disappear,
Lately u can touch me all u want and it dont feel sincere
When lying next to me, nothing could be more clear
That something is off, u wanna leave and feels kinda weird,
I keep making excuses why i should stick around,
Turning every red flag into something profound.
I’ve defended us so much, i started hateing the sound
Of the voice in my head when i say that, again, u let me down.
Maybe I should’ve known, when you stopped staying with me and instead u went home,
You would call me when you got there and said that you were by yourself…all alone
Even tho, I heard someone whisper on your end of the phone.
That love can turn to distance, all thats left is an echo,
Wish we could rewind back to our very first hello
Even go back to just a few months ago
Might have prevented us from feeling it’d be better if we let go
So tell me what you want, don’t protect me from the truth,
You would be honest and say,& if you really don’t want me and you
I’ll have some regrets, I’ll have more than a few
And insisit i didnt get a fair chance and deserve a redo
I gave you every version of myself even after i was betrayed
Gave you patience, gave you chances, all my love to u i gave.
And even after u stopped loving me, i still fuckin stayed
So maybe loving you was never my mistake,
I never thought we’d be here,
Never thought I’d be scared,
Never thought the person that I loved would be my biggest fuckin fear.
I never thought I’d be at risk,
Never thought it’d end like this,
Never thought the hardest thing would be accepting what this shit really is.
Never thought you wouldnt give a fuck,
Or that I’d never be enough,
But I still fucking love you even though you fucked it up.
Details
GeneratedAug 16, 2026
Duration3:38
LanguageEnglish
Style
female, rap, alternative, hip pop, soft rap, heavy, emotional, conflicted, orchestra, catchy, dark, epic, gloomy
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