Prayer

Dear God

know I act strong, like nothing really gets to meBut lately You’ve been softening parts of me I buried deep

And now there’s this boy

Calm eyes, careful heartThe kind of connection that doesn’t arrive loudBut slowly… quietly…Like peace

I don’t know what this is yetAnd maybe that’s what scares me most’Cause every time I start to careI remember all the times I broke trying to love people gently

But with him…It feels easyLike I don’t have to perform to be wantedLike maybe being soft won’t destroy me this time

So Father…If he’s not meant for mePlease remove the attachment before it grows roots in meBut if this is something good…Something safe…Something sent with intention…

Teach me not to rush it out of fear

Teach me how to receive love slowlyWithout panickingWithout overthinking every silenceWithout needing certainty every second

And God…Protect his heart tooBecause I can see he’s been hurt beforeAnd I never want to become another wound someone carries

I don’t need fireworksOr obsessionOr promises too big for where we are

I just want honestyPeaceConsistencyAnd something real enough to survive time

So Father…If he’s not meant for mePlease remove the attachment before it grows roots in meBut if this is something good…Something safe…Something sent with intention…

Teach me not to rush it out of fear

Maybe this is how soft love starts…Not loud…Just steady

And maybe for once…That’s enough for me

Amen 🤍