She got her reasons, I swear it hurts
I know I noticed, i hurted first
so numb feelings dry as dirt
Seeing past like cleavage in open shirt
Wishing things were better ,wish I learned what worked
Thoughts aside ,I think im built to burn
Put myself through things because other things didnt work
Will a sorry be the guidance that she needed? Or become grievance?
Put myself inside her shoes
rattle the bottle let the top loose
Drown myself in it,let me finish load it up and let me end it
So much hurt I can feel it I can see it ,mirrors don’t lie what’s the meaning?
What’s the reason? Why’s a cheater keep cheating?
Chorus
Why a heartless beast feast on every single heartbeat?
Why you always out when im down never around when I drown?
Feelings are for real, feelings can get you killed, feeling like I feel
Why you treat me with no answer for your actions
All the money I spent for your attraction, your attracted to detachment
Leaving what I gave you at my doorstep, you bashing bastard
I loved time when the arms passed, and your arms around me
Said im beautiful, said you aint ready got me confused
looking like a fool since you know love is my favorite food
Here you are eating out these hands like you usually do
didn’t know they was feeding you too
Heart break hurts, I swear hurt people hurt equals
Didn’t know you was hurting it lit a fuse, where’s my shoes?
not much to fill, what would you do If mine still had space to build?
Your child like but child less
Knew my past better than anybody else did
Who would’ve known you would’ve treated me this easily
Breaking hearts is legal but you did that stuff illegally
Spent all this time caring when I shouldn’t have spent anything
I gave you my all, I gave you my faults, I gave you kisses in both of our cars, relationships are hard
