Medicine

(HOOK)

I wake up to you crying rubbing my chest again

I’m sorry babe I really love my medicine

Sorry you keep wondering if I wake up again

Cupid dressed in camo got him looking like a veteran

I blame it on me having these benjamin’s

But she says it’s the pills again, baby just let me in

(Uh-huh), baby just let me in, (oh-kay)

(VERSE 1 )

Rain on the window, baby all I feel is pain

Sleeping through the daylight, drowning in my brain

You looking through my eyes like you don’t know what changed

I swear I wanna love you but my heart inside a cage

Pills got me numb, now my feelings acting strange

Smile for a minute then I’m crying in the rain

Tryna fight depression but it’s running through my veins

You keep reaching for me, I keep slipping from your range (yeah)

Late night, ashtray, tears all on the sink stain

Thinking if I leave, would anybody feel the same?

You say you love me deeply but I still feel outta place

I keep self-destructing, tryna hide it with the fame

Got a dark cloud hanging, tattooed on my brain

Every time you hold me, I still push you away

Love knocking at the door but I don’t know what to say

Feel like I’m too broken, baby maybe I should fade

(PRE-HOOK / BREAKDOWN)

Slow down, heartbeat, silence in the room

You say “baby please don’t leave me to the gloom”

I say “I’m trying but these shadows make me lose”

Fighting with myself, got me scared to love you too

(yeah, yeah… uh-huh)

(HOOK)

I wake up to you crying rubbing my chest again

I’m sorry babe I really love my medicine

Sorry you keep wondering if I wake up again

Cupid dressed in camo got him looking like a veteran

I blame it on me having these benjamin’s

But she says it’s the pills again, baby just let me in

(Uh-huh), baby just let me in, (oh-kay)

(VERSE 2 )

Dark room, hoodie on, heart feeling froze now

Everybody talking but I barely hear a sound

You trying to pull me up, depression pull me down

I been fighting demons while they circling around

Love feel close but somehow never found

Every time I trust, somehow it all burn down

Bottle on the dresser got me feeling spun out

You say “baby talk to me,” but I just shut down (damn)

I know that you care but I can’t let you close now

Scared if you see inside, you won’t stay around

Boy inside me hurting but the drugs too loud

Cupid got bad aim, left my soul in the crowd

You begging me to stay, saying don’t drown

I’m tryna find love but I’m too far gone now

If heaven got a hotline, I might call right now

Still praying somehow you don’t let me down

(OUTRO / BREAKDOWN)

Baby just let me in… before the lights all dim

I know I’m hard to love, but I’m still trying again

(uh-huh… oh-kay… yeah, yeah)