(Intro)
(Hmmm… yeah…)
Hmmmm hmmm okay
(Fuck…)
*cough*
No no no no no
Okay
(Hook)
Why do I tryyy? (why?) Too high (too damn high)
Right now I’m chasing these minerals with the liquor (yeah, fuck)
They don’t have a tase, I just want something to feel not like a loser (nah)
Even tho how I make myself feel is making m lose you quicker (I know… shit)
You make me feel like a new man and you’re my savior (my savior)
Why do I try? I’m to damn high (way too high… hmm)
(Verse 1)
Hmmm… staring at the ceiling while the room spin slow,
Bottle by my side, but you’re the only thing I know.
You keep saying, “Baby, you don’t gotta fight alone,”
But I’m pouring gasoline where a heart should’ve grown. (Fuck)
Every pill another promise that I never keep,
Every late-night text another reason that you weep.
You see the man that I could be behind the smoke and pain,
I’m chasing numbness while you’re dancing in the fucking rain.
(Pre-Hook)
(Hmmm… yeah…)
You keep reaching out your hand, I keep letting go,
Smile on my face but it’s all for the fucking show.
(Hook)
Why do I tryyy? (why?) Too high (too damn high)
Right now I’m chasing these minerals with the liquor (yeah, fuck)
They don’t have a tase, I just want something to feel not like a loser (nah)
Even tho how I make myself feel is making m lose you quicker (I know… shit)
You make me feel like a new man and you’re my savior (don’t leave)
Why do I try? I’m to damn high (hmmm…)
(Verse 2)
I can hear your heartbeat louder than the bassline,
Still I let the darkness tell me that I’m doing fine. (Bullshit)
You deserve the sunrise, I keep bringing storms,
Breaking every piece of love that ever kept me warm.
I’m scared if I get better you won’t recognize my face,
So I hide inside the chaos while you beg me to change.
You never gave up on me, that’s the hardest fucking part,
‘Cause I know you’re what I need while I’m tearing us apart.
(Outro)
(Hmmm… oh-oh…)
Maybe one day I’ll believe the words you always say,
That I’m worth more than the poison that I choose every day.
(Fuck…)
Why do I tryyy…? (why?) Too high… (too damn high… hmmm…)
(Hmmm… yeah…)
Hmmmm hmmm okay
(Fuck…)
*cough*
No no no no no
Okay
(Hook)
Why do I tryyy? (why?) Too high (too damn high)
Right now I’m chasing these minerals with the liquor (yeah, fuck)
They don’t have a tase, I just want something to feel not like a loser (nah)
Even tho how I make myself feel is making m lose you quicker (I know… shit)
You make me feel like a new man and you’re my savior (don’t leave)
Why do I try? I’m to damn high (hmmm…)
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