[Intro]
Yeah, it's just me, racing through the night
Demons on my shoulder, yeah, they fight, they bite
Speeding on my bike, wishing I could take flight
But I’m stuck in this darkness, losing my light
[Verse 1]
Twenty-five thoughts, all in my brain
Battling shadows, drowning in pain
Friends asking if I’m okay, I just smile
Behind the mask, I’ve been hurting a while
Fake love, fake smiles, I see through the lie
Hoping for a break, but I just get by
Daddy left real early, left scars that remain
Trust is a ghost, I can’t seem to explain
Push people away, afraid they’ll leave
Built walls so high, what’s left to believe?
Silent screams echo, inside I fight
Praying for peace, nightly I wish for flight
[Pre-Chorus]
Can’t find where to start, hand out, no reply
Lost in the dark, just want to fly high
Ask for help, but I don’t know how
Caught in the storm, don’t know if I’ll come out now
[Chorus]
I’m screaming inside, they don’t see the pain
Lost in my mind, walking through the rain
Want something real but I don’t know how
Girl, I’m just trying to find my now
[Bridge]
Heavy is the heart that’s been torn apart
Looking for a spark in the dark, for a new start
Family shadows, I carry them daily
Hoping someday maybe I’ll be okay, maybe
[Outro]
Speeding on my bike, racing through my fears
Hoping the end will finally clear
But till then, I ride, hide my scars
And wish upon every star that I find who we are