[Verse 1]
Been feeling off
Can’t put a name on it
Laugh with my friends
Then crash in the car alone
Tell ’em I’m fine
They say they’re proud of me
But in my chest
There’s a storm they never see
[Pre-Chorus]
Fake grin in the group chat
“Yeah I’m good
Just tired”
Swipe away the questions
Like I’m not on fire
[Chorus]
Got this fake smile on
But I’m screaming on the inside
Foot heavy on the gas
Like I’m trying just to outrun my mind
I say “I’m okay”
So they sleep through the night
But I’m one sharp turn
From disappearing out of sight
[Verse 2]
Red eyes
Late drive
Dashboard glow on my face
Every exit sign
Feels like a choice I gotta make
I talk to the glass
Like it could talk me down
Hands on the wheel
Every thought way too loud
[Pre-Chorus]
If somebody really looked
Would they see I’m breaking
Or just take my crooked grin
As proof that I’m faking
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
If I say I’m not alright
Would you pull me from this road
Sit with me in this silence
Hold the weight I never showed
[whispered vocals]
I don’t wanna vanish
On some midnight street
I just want somebody
Who won’t believe me when I say I’m…
[Chorus]