[Intro]
notification gone
just like that
cool.
[Verse 1]
funny how fast people disappear
one second close, next not here
and maybe it’s stupid, maybe it’s small
but tonight it just hit it all
already low, already tired
already feeling unwanted, expired
then you vanish into grey
like I was temporary anyway
and yeah I’m angry
because what was the point?
coming back soft, making me relax
just to disappear again
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m so tired of people
making me feel safe
then leaving
[Chorus]
deleted
just like that
like I should be used to it by now
deleted
off your list
like losing me was easy somehow
and maybe it’s not about one person
maybe it’s everything underneath it
everybody fading away
hitting me all at once today
[Verse 2]
someone says they’ll be there for me
and part of me wants to believe
because god I’m tired of carrying this alone
tired of feeling like nobody stays home
I’m hurt about my life tonight
about my past, about not getting it right
about watching everything fall apart
while I keep trying with this heart
and maybe that’s why this hit so hard
because I’m already covered in scars
another person pulling away
another thing I couldn’t make stay
[Pre-Chorus]
I know people leave…
I just wish it stopped hurting
[Chorus]
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just like that
another name gone dark and flat
deleted
and I’m sat here low
wondering why I care this much though
and maybe it’s not about one friend
maybe I’m just tired of losing again
tired of people coming close
then becoming ghosts
[Bridge]
I act strong, I act fine
but some nights it all aligns
every hurt, every loss, every goodbye
all replaying at the same time
I hate how one small change
can send my whole mind spiralling
like every silence is proof
I was always easier to lose
[Chorus]
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yeah I noticed
even if I pretend I don’t
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and it hurts more
when your heart’s already broke
I’m angry, tired, feeling small
like I’ve got nothing left at all
and tonight I just can’t pretend
I’m okay losing another friend
[Outro]
another name fading out
another long night awake