Don't let me sleep

I don’t rest…

I just relive it

close my eyes and I’m back in it

every word, every little bit

same tone, same things you said

playing loud inside my head

it’s not the good, it’s not the past

it’s every moment that didn’t last

every lie, every time you turned

every time I stayed and got burned

I don’t escape…

I just go deeper

don’t let me sleep, it comes back worse

every memory hits like a curse

I feel it all like it’s right now

like I never made it out somehow

don’t let me sleep, I see it clear

everything I tried to disappear

you hurt me once, it should’ve stopped

but my mind just plays it non-stop

I hear your voice the way it changed

cold and distant, not the same

the way you twisted everything

made me doubt what I was seeing

I watch it happen like before

every time I tried to ignore

every moment I should’ve left

but stayed there trying to forget

I know it’s over…

but it don’t feel gone

don’t let me sleep, it’s all I see

everything you did to me

no filter, no softened view

just the damage that came from you

don’t let me sleep, I wake up tired

like I’ve been fighting something wired

you broke it once, you left your mark

now it follows me into the dark

I don’t miss you… not like that

I just relive where it all cracked

my mind won’t let the truth fade out

it drags me back through every doubt

don’t let me sleep… I’m stuck inside

every version where you lied

every moment I felt small

like I meant nothing at all

don’t let me sleep… I feel it stay

even when I’m wide awake

you’re not here, but it still feels true

like I never got free from you

I don’t rest…

I just survive the night