[Intro]
mm-mm
too much again
yeah-yeah
[Verse 1]
I carry everything inside my chest
like if I hold it quietly it hurts less
but every little crack is showing now
and I don't know how to calm myself down
the nights get longer
my head gets loud
silence feels heavier all around
I’m tired of pretending I’m okay
just because I survived another day
[Pre-Chorus]
cause nobody sees
the war in my mind
they just see me smiling
while I’m falling behind
[Chorus]
I feel alone
even in crowded rooms
feel unloved
like everybody leaves too soon
I feel angry
at the things I can’t change
feel broken
like pain got stitched into my veins
and I hate how bad I need
someone to hold me together
cause lately I swear
I’m falling apart under pressure
[Post-Chorus]
oh-oh
falling apart again
yeah-yeah
too tired to pretend
[Verse 2]
I don’t know when
I started feeling this empty
when my own reflection
started looking unfamiliar to me
I miss the girl
who used to dream at night
now I just lie awake
trying to survive my mind
and maybe that’s why
I disappear sometimes
cause talking hurts
when you can't explain your life
[Pre-Chorus]
I keep everything buried
till my body starts hurting too
[Chorus]
I feel alone
like nobody really sees me
feel unwanted
even when people need me
I feel tired
all the way through my bones
like I’ve been carrying heartbreak
completely on my own
and I hate how badly I want
someone to stay beside me
without me fearing
they’ll wake up and decide to leave
[Bridge]
I don’t wanna feel abandoned
every time the silence comes
don’t wanna overthink love
till it destroys me from inside
I just wanna feel safe
for once in my life
safe enough to breathe
safe enough to stop surviving
[Final Chorus]
I feel alone
but somehow still reaching out
still hoping somebody
will understand me now
I feel damaged
but there’s still a heart in me
still beating
through every memory
and maybe that means
I’m not as gone as I think
maybe I’m just exhausted
from trying not to sink
[Outro]
mm-mm
too much again
(still here though)
yeah-yeah
still here
Beexii
