[Intro]
mm-mm (oh-oh)
I’m still here
not fully here
don’t talk to me (shh)
not really here right now
[Verse 1]
everything — too loud again (too loud)
even silence — feels like noise (noise)
don’t wanna explain — myself
don’t have — words / voice
heart heavy — in my chest (in my chest)
sinking — floor / slow
I just stare — at nothing
then I’m gone — in it though
[Verse 2]
headphones on — world fades (fade)
everything — too close again
messages — I don’t reply
stacking up — on my skin
breathing shallow — mind loud (too loud)
trying not — to break now
I’m not okay — not gone (not gone)
just stuck — in between somehow
[Pre-Chorus]
don’t need fixing (no)
just need space — to breathe
space — to breathe
[Chorus]
I can’t face life right now (oh-oh)
so I disappear — in my mind
(can’t face it)
let the noise — pass me by
don’t ask me — explain it
no words — tonight
just trying — survive it
one quiet — at a time
I just go quiet (quiet)
mind spinning — too fast
(I go quiet)
don’t wanna break — like that
[Post-Chorus]
(mm-mm) leave me — silence
(oh-oh) I don’t feel — alright
(mm-mm) don’t pull me — back yet
(yeah-yeah) I’m out of — sight
[Verse 3]
everything — sharp lately (sharp)
even thoughts — too loud
I pull away — from everything
just to calm — it down
I just want — disappear
need to step — away
before my mind — turns everything
into something — can’t explain
maybe that’s okay
not okay — out loud
just sitting — in it
til it softens — somehow
[Pre-Chorus]
not running away (no no)
just trying — steady me
[Chorus]
I can’t face life right now (oh-oh)
drift out — my mind
(can’t face it)
pressure — falls behind
don’t need answers — no words
just need — slow it all
I’m still here — out of reach
somewhere — nobody calls
oh-oh
not forever — I know
(I know)
yeah-yeah
but feels like — it shows
I just go quiet… (quiet)
can’t hold — what it is
[Post-Chorus 2]
(quiet, quiet) — silent in noise
(quiet, quiet) — find my voice
(mm-mm) — still breathing under
(oh-oh) — I don’t disappear
[Outro]
mm-mm (mm-mm)
don’t leave — I just fade
mm-mm (mm-mm)
not gone — just delayed
breathe in… breathe out…
wait for sound — to drop
mm-mm
I’ll come back
when it stops
Beexii