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Lyrics
[Intro]
Heart on the table
Ash in my lungs
I kept chasing danger
Till danger was gone
[Verse 1]
Mama said, "slow down"
I heard it, but I sped up
Playing with the same flame
Bragging that I never get cut
Late calls, short money
Cold eyes when the trust broke
Lied through my teeth, then I laughed
Like it’s just jokes
I kept spinning that wheel
Like I’m built for the crash
Every red flag in my face
I treated like flags at a match
Lost nights, lost names
Still thought I could never lose you
Every choice crooked, but
I kept saying, "I choose you"
[Chorus]
I kept making wrong choices till you left (till you left)
Never learned the lesson till you stepped (till you stepped)
You were the closest thing I ever had to home
Didn’t feel the fire till I stood here alone
Yeah, I kept making wrong choices, now you gone
Now the bed too big and the nights too long
Had to lose what I loved just to see what I’d done
Now I’m walking through the dark
Just to die like I was, or become someone
[Verse 2]
You cried on the stairs
I was counting my sins like scores
Said, "you always come back"
You said, "not this time anymore"
Door slam, echo
Silence like a hand on my throat
Saw my own shadow
Looking at a man I don’t know
All of the pride I was flexing
Turned into rust on my tongue
Every excuse that I worshipped
Sounded so small on my lung
Had to watch you disappear
To understand what I held
I was busy dodging heaven
While I built my own hell
[Chorus]
I kept making wrong choices till you left (till you left)
Never learned the lesson till you stepped (till you stepped)
You were the closest thing I ever had to home
Didn’t feel the fire till I stood here alone
Yeah, I kept making wrong choices, now you gone
Now the bed too big and the nights too long
Had to lose what I loved just to see what I’d done
Now I’m walking through the dark
Just to die like I was, or become someone
[Bridge]
[violin rises, distant choir]
Cold floor, both knees
Talking to a cracked screen
Saying, "if you ever hear this
Know I finally see what you mean"
Same streets, new steps
I don’t move how I used to
Every door that I don’t kick down
I’m thinking how it would bruise you
[Chorus]
I kept making wrong choices till you left (till you left)
Never learned the lesson till you stepped (till you stepped)
You were the closest thing I ever had to home
Didn’t feel the fire till I stood here alone
Yeah, I kept making wrong choices, now you gone
But I turned that loss to a different song
Had to lose what I loved just to see what I’d done
Now I’m walking through the dark
Not to die like I was
But to become someone (yeah)
Details
GeneratedJan 20, 2026
Duration4:02
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Dark ambient trap with Arabic percussion and symphonic metal swells; male vocals laid over booming low-end and sparse piano hits. Verses stay cold and close-mic’d, with reverb-drenched violin stabs answering key lines. Hook explodes with stacked harmonies, choir pads, and distorted guitars pushing the emotion over the edge, then everything drops back to a minimal, haunted groove for the final lines., hip hop, dark ambient, violin, symphonic metal
Credits
Prompt by
BiScotti
BiScottiModelAria v5
Prompt
rap, trap, hip hop, making wrong choices and never learning til you lose something so close that turns you around and you make it. male, rap, dark ambient, Arabic beat, symphonic metal, violin
