Cold Texts, Warm Tears

You said forever in a backseat

Hands shaking when you grabbed me, said you had me

Now I'm scrolling through the pictures that we half keep

Cropping out your face so I can try to get my past clean

You were in my hoodies, bare feet on my carpet

Writing names inside a heart with a dull pen

Now that heart turned into sharp ends

Every word you left me with a scar in

You broke my heart, like it’s easy

Left me in the dark where you leave me

You said "it’s not you," still it bleeds me

Why you gotta lie just to leave me? (why?)

You broke my heart, like you meant to

Turned every "I love you" into "who sent you?"

Now I talk tough, but it’s see-through

‘Cause I’m still that same kid that you went through

You were on my phone at 3 a.m., deep talks

Now it’s cold texts, short words, cheap shots

All caps "FINE" when I ask if you’re okay

Then I see you on his page with the cliché

Took you to my mom’s, she was learning your playlist

Now I gotta tell her that we never gonna play it

I gave you my trust, you misplaced it

Now I hate my own taste, ‘cause I tasted

You broke my heart, like it’s easy

Left me in the dark where you leave me

You said "it’s not you," still it bleeds me

Why you gotta lie just to leave me? (why?)

You broke my heart, like you meant to

Turned every "I love you" into "who sent you?"

Now I talk tough, but it’s see-through

‘Cause I’m still that same kid that you went through

Tried to drink your name off my tongue (off my tongue)

Tried to fake a laugh, act young (act young)

Every time I heal, you text "hey"

And I tear my stitches just to say hey back (hey…)

You broke my heart, like it’s easy

Left me in the dark where you leave me

You said "it’s not you," still it bleeds me

Why you gotta lie just to leave me? (why?)

You broke my heart, like you meant to

Turned every "I love you" into "who sent you?"

Now I talk tough, but it’s see-through

‘Cause I’m still that same kid that you went through