[Verse 1]
Same street, same night, same corner
Swear I said this last week
Same lie, same fight, same story
Only changing is me
Red eyes, blue phone on the carpet
Your name lighting the screen
I keep choosing the dark till it’s darker
I keep breaking the dream
[Pre-Chorus]
How many chances can I burn through?
How many times can I say “I’ll change”?
I see your suitcase by the front room
And suddenly this house feels strange
[Chorus]
Had to lose you to find me
Hit the floor just to rise clean
Every scar that you left, yeah, it guides me
I was blind in the high beams
Now I’m driving with my eyes seeing
Had to lose you to find me (find me)
To learn what my life means
[Verse 2]
Same crew, same smoke, same pressure
“Take a hit, you’ll be fine”
Same code, same texts, all extra
You were reading the signs
I was laughing it off, all toxic
You were packing your bags
Didn’t think you would move from the topic
Till the door just slammed
[Pre-Chorus]
How many “sorry” can I cash in?
How many nights can I come home late?
Watching your shadow walk past him
Hit me harder than the court dates
[Chorus]
Had to lose you to find me
Hit the floor just to rise clean
Every scar that you left, yeah, it guides me
I was blind in the high beams
Now I’m driving with my eyes seeing
Had to lose you to find me (oh-oh)
To learn what my life means
[Bridge]
Now it’s early runs, clear lungs, new circle (yeah)
Couple old friends hate that I grew verbal
Cut the habits like tags off a new shirt though
Talking to my past like “we ain’t cool, we pseudo”
You ain’t coming back and I get that
But you woke up the king in a setback
If pain had a price, yeah, I spent that
Now I’m paying me back, let me flex that (hey!)
[Chorus]
Had to lose you to find me
Hit the floor just to rise clean
Every scar that you left, yeah, it guides me
I was blind in the high beams
Now I’m driving with my eyes seeing
Had to lose you to find me (find me)
To learn what my life means