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Lyrics
[Intro]
Yeah
I ain’t listen when they warned me
Now I listen to the silence
It scream louder than they ever did
[Verse 1]
Used to chase quick thrills
Cheap highs, deep lows
Same friends, same fights
Same lies I chose
Mama called late night
I let it ring out
Thought I had more time
Look who’s gone now
Kept runnin’ from the mirror
‘Til the mirror disappeared
Played brave for the crowd
But I drowned in my own fear
Love right in my hands
I was busy countin’ sins
You were beggin’ me to change
I was focused on the wins
[Chorus]
I had to lose what I loved most
To feel this fire in my bones
Closest loss, coldest lesson
Now it’s war on my old reflection
I never learned ‘til you were gone
Now I’m too awake to move wrong
Closest loss, coldest lesson
Turned my pain to a living weapon
[Verse 2]
I remember your voice
Shakin’, sayin’, “You’ll regret this”
I just laughed, played boy
Actin’ like I’m never desperate
Now your side of the bed
Feel like miles of desert sand
Hear your name in the wind
But I only see my hands
Hands dirty from the deals
From the nights, from the pills
From the pride I would feed
When my heart stayed still
Lost you, lost me
In one slow-motion crash
Now I carve new paths
From the pieces of the past
[Pre-Chorus]
Every shadow in this room
Got a face that I betrayed
Every promise that I broke
Got a price I finally paid
Whispers circlin’ my head
Sound like prayers and like threats
I walk circles in the dark
‘Til I find what’s left
[Chorus]
I had to lose what I loved most
To feel this fire in my bones
Closest loss, coldest lesson
Now it’s war on my old reflection
I never learned ‘til you were gone
Now I’m too awake to move wrong
Closest loss, coldest lesson
Turned my pain to a living weapon
[Bridge]
[Beat drops to low drums and distant chants]
Hear ‘em hum my name
Like a curse, like a cure
I been dragged through the flame
Now my soul feel sure
Mark my skin with the past
Let it fade, let it fade
I don’t bow to my guilt
I just bow when I pray
[Chorus]
I had to lose what I loved most
To feel this fire in my bones
Closest loss, coldest lesson
Now it’s war on my old reflection
I never learned ‘til you were gone
Now I’m too awake to move wrong
Closest loss, coldest lesson
Turned my pain to a living weapon
Details
GeneratedJan 20, 2026
Duration3:12
LanguageEnglish
Style
rap, Dark ambient trap with Arabic percussion and shamanic drones, male emo rap vocals. Introspective verses over sparse 808s and bending synths, ghostly vocal chops in the background. Choruses bloom with layered harmonies and distant choirs, kick and bass hitting harder as the story turns from regret to ruthless self-belief. Final hook adds subtle string lines to feel like a triumphant ritual., dark ambient, emo, hip hop, pop
Credits
Prompt by
BiScotti
BiScottiModelAria v5
Prompt
rap, trap, hip hop, making wrong choices and never learning til you lose something so close that turns you around and you conquer life, pop, male, emo, emo rap, dark ambient, shamanic, Arabic beat
