Dying To Meet Me

Yeah, yeah, yeah,

I hope they can keep me alive for

For the dreams that I’m ready to die for

I’ll keep going and going for more of a story of my life as I know I can but maybe it’s what I need to have to get it off of my mind because it driving a hole inside of nothing cuz my brain is not functioning to the right dimension Im in an overloading depression can’t get nothing less of it cuz that mother fucker going through my head and making it hard to comprehend I need to get it out of me what’s embedded putting me back right into my zen again but it’s not as easy to understand and I can’t keep trying to explain to myself this is the way that I am living with it as it’s the plan [Fast Rap] cuz I can’t stop with the mind blocks smoking up all the cells I’ve got but the intellect knows what it wants to say it keeps going off and speaks the pain the way I feel just trying to explain what everyday means to me cuz can’t stop what keeps on hurting me and that’s okay it’s making me a stronger person maybe this is how I earn it the heart ironed to a fist no sighs of resist but wanting to at least give it a risk I just need to know I exist [Fast/Medium Rap] I don’t doubt that I don’t got this but I know that I ain’t accomplished I just wanna do what I miss but I haven’t gotta full confidence Still got a list that I wanna complete Still got a rhythm I wanna release Still got a million more versions of me That I haven’t become and I’m dying to meet I wanna achieve wanna believe make something bigger than me look at the life that I managed to lead and know I didn’t leave with a pocket of dreams I got too much left in the mental too many words underneath every instrumental too many thoughts getting caught in the middle While I’m trying to turn all the pain into potential [Fast Rap] Potential to progress progress to projects Projects to something that proves I ain’t done yet One step into two steps however I move next I’m still moving forward with something to prove yes I wanna make it create it embrace it Take every minute I’m given and shape it Brain keeps racing pacing impatient giving nothing But maybe these lyrics are my ventilation Let it all out when the beat gets loud Let every thought that was buried come out I spent too long getting stuck in the doubt Now I wanna find out what my future’s going to be about [Male Fast/Medium Rap]Cuz I say I got things that I haven’t seen Memories waiting somewhere ahead for me and that’s what keeps getting stuck in my head I ain’t finished yet I wanna know what happens if the music stops What happens if everything finally goes dead drop or if maybe it goes From something I’m writing alone in my zone to thousands of people repeating my flows What happens if one of these things really get seen What happens if I get to say that I did Everything younger me wanted to do But never knew how the hell he’d accomplish his shit cuz he not ready to learn to play the game that the world gives him yeah thats me.