Only For The Moment

I’ve been waiting for the good days… to come on by.. But realize that they already here in…my life.. I just gotta see what’s in front of my eyes.. I’ve been blocking out what’s here for way too long…. I’ve been sitting for a while that you finally start to think about the world and how it’s moving with the breaths I’m taking and the way it all seems to be staying together, would I ever believe this was only for a moment… just for the moment….. I can’t let this only be, be for the moment…

I’ve been taking my time I’ve been working on what it is to be able to not fall through my mind, I’ve been doing pretty fine I can’t wait for my shine I’m done being broken… I’m done moving with it it’s time to start losing it leaving it with my intuitive thoughts I try to keep me into a good mood and not choose to feel what it brought.. Im now finding mine, my way of flying high but would I ever believe this was only for a moment… just for the moment….. I can’t let this only be, be for the moment…

No one told me just trying to make it alright would be a difficult thing, I got the ringing in my ears telling me what it’s like but I’m not listening to protect my peace..ever so ease it’s not liking me but the hell with it it’s an exciting thing, what do I feel… relief for the first time… oh it’s quiet in my head… I’m burning up braincells taking off the edge hoping for more of a immense heal… cuz I don’t wanna believe this was only for the moment… just for the moment….. I can’t let this only be, be for the moment…

Going out with the family is a night that’s shrines, making jokes enjoying laughs is wear my mask highlights to reveal the shattering glass of amens cuz it can make me feel like I’m standing on my own again without the lending of a hand taking me back to the good days feeling like I’m new to it cuz it feels like its been a while that I’ve felt the same about myself knowing how much I’ve shown pain turned into strength to fight my battles the battles of hopeless there’s no more of that cuz I do believe this wasn’t only for the moment… just for the moment….. it wasn’t only for the mo, mo, moment…. moment… mo, mo, moment…..