[Male Vocal] (Pre-intro)
6:30am, and my alarm has passed but I’ve woken up to adrenaline rush and a call in hand, already in deep but not knowing later on what was to attend as I get ready fast I’m on a great weekend, haven’t felt the pain yet or feeling beat, while Im out the door and my bike gives off a breath of pure happiness but it’s the one that leaves more then just minor scratches that shows whats been happening, how the things that I haven’t talked about is not getting handled by me so I hope this helps me like please hopefully…(hopefully) I think it’s time I say…
(Ohhh, Ohhh, ohhh, ohhh,)
(Ohhh, Ohhh, ohhh, ohhh,)
[Male Vocal] [Beat Drops]
Let me tell you about a immense story that’s all about me, this one gonna break you down eternally from the inside and out having you crying heavily, or at least that’s what it does to me, (that’s what it did to me) have you ever woken up Late only to have wanted to get to Work as fast as can be, to have an unexpected destination you didn’t agree upon now I’m a patient in the in-patient where I don’t belong getting hit was not what I agreed upon, More like getting impaired was not what I needed at all being ran over by a semi truck has made me defeated and stall, as I blackout on all my objectives that’s been inflicted by damages no immediate bandages coming back with my consciousness laying up on the ground as cars take advantage of this driving pass before its barricaded, no sound of ambulances as it’s been only five minutes but felt like an eternity of unlimited intensities, no fear, no screams as now people are surrounding me wondering if I’m alive or dead saying is he okay thanking god I protected my head, but me losing what I secondly needed the most…
(Ohhh, Ohhh, ohhh, ohhh,)
[Male Vocal]
Being picked up by paramedics is not something I prepared for, the moment of anguish processing nightmares as I end up in the building of repair, but to me the meaning of fears as I’m only remembering the times I was delusional seeing the Unusual aspects of healthcare, something that definitely didn’t help me endorse the approval of treatment but I couldn’t tell them I didn't need it with a broken back, snapped pelvis, ankles smashed, with my knees helpless, body lifeless, with my mouth put to silence had to write on a whiteboard fighting not to drop a tear, but lost that battle as my brother see me cry for the first time which felt like a downtime, caught in my memory as no one wants to be seen as a weakling getting even more beaten as life goes on you make it out back home, just to end up all alone while your mom tries her best though I know she getting tired but doesn’t give up she got fire like that before she sleeps she always lacing up her fingers trying to give me more of a blessing of a second chance, I couldn’t have asked anything more from her then just expressing passion…(just passion)…
(Ohhh, Ohhh, ohhh, ohhh,)
(Ohhh, Ohhh, ohhh, ohhh,)
[Outro]
(I love you momma, sorry for the outcome..)
JPB
