Negative

For if the world hates you,

Keep in mind it hated me first

John 15 18

Am I crazy? Thinkin about all this shit, thinkin about I’m a dick, but I want to improve myself, but it’s hard when I’m always negative.

Maybe I need to grasp my life

Grab it by the balls

To prove who is right

Can’t keep sitting here

While this world holds me down

I need to wipe my tears

And make a plan now

How the hell do I strive for what I want

There goes the negativity

It always ask what is nonchalant

Like it doesn’t exist in the back of my mind

Come on neg, isn’t this a surprise?

I can speak to you, now open your eyes

This is my life, no more down time

Leave me alone man

I’m sick and tired of

All your plans

To make me a liar

Or a thief

So for now on

Stay out of my head

What’s wrong ghost

Did I freak you out?

I thought you wasn’t scared

Rapping that shit out your mouth

All I did was question your life

All I did was make you write

About how shitty life could be

Or how shitty life is without me

Sure I’m a little negative

That’s reality idiot

And don’t forget it

When you have god

You have the devil himself

When you have light

You have the pits of hell

Good or bad

I think I’m pretty well

Don’t let go of me

It’s not like positive gonna help

Leave me alone man

I’m sick and tired of

All your plans

To make me a liar

Or a thief

So for now on

Stay out of my head

Shut up negative

Nobody asked

Run away before

I shoot your ass

My mind is set

Looking towards the future

I have no regrets

Now look whose stupid

You thought I fall between your lies

Well I bounced back up

No more in disguise

Now I’m proud

To never hide

The fact I’m a fuck up

Isn’t that everyone in sight

We all make mistakes

So why should I die

I know I need meds

To keep you out

Ima start taking them

No need to scout

For you

And your so call wise words

I sick and tired of your blind terms

So I’ll stand at this door, to watch you walk away, never hope that I’ll ever see your face, my life will get better without your shame, tonight is the night I get rid of this pain

Leave me alone man

I’m sick and tired of

All your plans

To make me a liar

Or a thief

So for now on

Stay out of my head