Negative

[Intro]
For if the world hates you,
Keep in mind it hated me first
John 15 18
[Verse]
Am I crazy? Thinkin about all this shit, thinkin about I’m a dick, but I want to improve myself, but it’s hard when I’m always negative.
Maybe I need to grasp my life
Grab it by the balls
To prove who is right
Can’t keep sitting here
While this world holds me down
I need to wipe my tears
And make a plan now
How the hell do I strive for what I want
There goes the negativity 
It always ask what is nonchalant
Like it doesn’t exist in the back of my mind
Come on neg, isn’t this a surprise?
I can speak to you, now open your eyes
This is my life, no more down time
[Chorus]
Leave me alone man
I’m sick and tired of
All your plans
To make me a liar
Or a thief 
So for now on
Stay out of my head
[Verse]
What’s wrong ghost
Did I freak you out?
I thought you wasn’t scared
Rapping that shit out your mouth
All I did was question your life
All I did was make you write
About how shitty life could be
Or how shitty life is without me
Sure I’m a little negative 
That’s reality idiot
And don’t forget it
When you have god
You have the devil himself
When you have light
You have the pits of hell
Good or bad
I think I’m pretty well
Don’t let go of me
It’s not like positive gonna help
[Chorus]
Leave me alone man
I’m sick and tired of
All your plans
To make me a liar
Or a thief 
So for now on
Stay out of my head
[Verse]
Shut up negative
Nobody asked
Run away before 
I shoot your ass
My mind is set
Looking towards the future
I have no regrets
Now look whose stupid
You thought I fall between your lies
Well I bounced back up
No more in disguise 
Now I’m proud 
To never hide
The fact I’m a fuck up
Isn’t that everyone in sight 
We all make mistakes
So why should I die
I know I need meds
To keep you out
Ima start taking them
No need to scout
For you
And your so call wise words
I sick and tired of your blind terms
[Pre-Chorus]
So I’ll stand at this door, to watch you walk away, never hope that I’ll ever see your face, my life will get better without your shame, tonight is the night I get rid of this pain
[Chorus]
Leave me alone man
I’m sick and tired of
All your plans
To make me a liar
Or a thief 
So for now on
Stay out of my head

Rap, sad