Battles within me

(Intro)
Welcome back
G-g-g-g-g-ghost
(Verse)
Lost in the shadows
trapped in my mind
Thoughts of the end
it's hard to unwind
Dark clouds hover
no escape in sight
Heart heavy with sorrow
can't see the light
Ruby red tears
falling down my face
Pain cuts deep
can't find a safe place
I'm drowning in silence
can't make a sound
Hurt so deep
I'm almost underground.
Demons of despair
they linger and loom,
Struggling to breathe 
in this darkened room
Every breath feels like 
a heavy weight
But I hold on tight
won't seal my fate
Ruby's style
with a touch of my own
Pouring out my soul
in this sorrowful tone
Hidden in the lyrics
a message so real
The struggles to live
the pain that I feel
Behind these eyes
a world unseen
Aching heart
shattered dreams
But in the darkness
I'll find my way
Through the pain and tears
I'll see the day
So here I stand
in the midst of it all
Rising from the ashes
I won't fall
This sad song of suicide
a tale to tell
But in the end
I choose to live
not farewell
(Chorus)
Suicide whispers, calling my name,
But I fight the urge, I'm playing this game.
In the darkness, searching for the sun,
Battles within me, never truly won.
(Solo)
(Verse)
In the shadows of my mind
darkness creeping in
I'm staring at the mirror
feeling like I've never been
Enough for this world
suffocating on every breath
Embracing the inevitable
knowing I'm soon to meet death
Lost in the echoes of 
my faded dreams
Drifting through existence
nothing's what it seems
Illusions of happiness 
shattered by the truth
In this cruel illusion
there's no fountain of youth
Struggling to find purpose
in a world so cold,
Bearing the weight
of memories untold
Every heartbeat 
a reminder of the fleeting time
In the rhythm of 
life's cruel rhyme
As the curtain falls 
on this tragic play
I welcome death
it's the end of the day
In the darkness
I find solace, a fleeting breath
A sad farewell to life
a somber meeting with death.
(Outro)
Suicide whispers, calling my name,
But I fight the urge, I'm playing this game.
In the darkness, searching for the sun,
Battles within me, never truly won.

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