The Judge

Only god can judge me

I open my eyes

Too see the devil in front of me

Hoping I was dreaming

My next plot got me pleading

He told me I was ready to live in hell

I told him that wasn’t his decision

Only time could tell

I should be free then

But he burned my wrist

Then he wrote me a sign

Said I start now

I gladly decline

My whole life

I’ve been waiting for

God’s hand reaching

Is this judgement day

Or have I been misleading

I don’t know what to say

I expected gods hand

But I got the devil at play

You need to leave

There’s no more room here

For you demons

I’ll justify my death

When god gives me reason

So run along now

Don’t stop me breathing

I’ll tie your noose

And show you whose bleeding

I hope and pray

That maybe someday

God will reach out

And judge me today

But I must wait

For the day to come

If I’m too impatient

The demon I’ll become

I walk away

Hope and pray

About sooner or later

Life will be ok

It gets me going

To my next day

My rap keeps flowing

Demons in display

My crazy life is like a damn play

Shit never ended, it kept repeating that same phrase

Speaking out my left ear

Telling me to end my ways

But I keep pushing

Knowing I’ll say

I hope and pray

That maybe someday

God will reach out

And judge me today

But I must wait

For the day to come

If I’m too impatient

The demon I’ll become

As I wake up

I should’ve known it was a dream

Wiping off the sweat

I can’t feel a thing

My eyes are so heavy

Looking around my messy room

I’ll tell myself I need to clean

But the laziness consumes

I barely want to go to work

Or drive that car

Why write these raps songs

I feel like I gave up so far

But no I won’t

It’s not in my blood

Or in my soul

To just be done

Ima push on

Even if the finish is far

I’ll drag my feet

Till I reach my car

I hope and pray

That maybe someday

God will reach out

And judge me today

But I must wait

For the day to come

If I’m too impatient

The demon I’ll become