Hopefully I’ll get better

no Christmas presents are under the tree
there’s no hot chocolate or Santa and his reindeer on my TV
just a dark room in my bed where I’ll sleep the day away again
I want love but I don’t need it 
(or maybe I do)
I tell myself that I’m alright but only because I have to 
what other choice do I have?
there’s bills to pay 

dancing in the dark 
alone with your ghost 
our memories are my nightmares and my best dreams 
it’s bittersweet 

I just wished you loved me 
the same way I loved you 

but I’m broken now I can’t feel a thing 
but maybe that’s alright 

I found peace in being lonely
but it still hurts sometimes

I’m not perfect never said I was
but baby please be mine

even though I want you 
I just can’t make it happen

cause I’m scared to feel that pain again
so I’ll sit alone in my sadness

but if I ever make the move
I hope that you’ll come with me
we can dance around the fireplace 
cuddled up and cozy 

I’ll tuck you into bed 
make sure your warm 
cause you’re so lovely 

but for now I’ll stay this way 
hopefully I’ll get better 

I just love the way you’d look when you’re wearing my sweater

on Christmas Day I think I went insane 
but that’s okay 

Emotional, soft, piano, acoustic, indie, slow, 
Heartfelt